
Originally Posted by
AG AFFAIR MAY112010
@ twistedANGEL25
thanks a lot,,,,,i really appreciate open minded people like, it makes me feel comforted and somehow think im still sane.....
...to date im still counting,,,,,and endlessly thinking the hurt entwined in the relationship im in...
he was telling me that he virginized hs girlfrnd...It really sucksss......but i need to be mature and realistic, it is really what he wanted and i cant take that from him at whatever cost...
so long as we still are "lovers"....then one time he told me that i can be the ninong of his childred daw...
charrrrr,,,,,,lipay pod tahay ko....ahak mabaw kayog kalipay ... atik raman cgoro to oi...pero bhala nana basta for me uyab japon me...
...lately bday iya brother, he wanted me to be in their house and bring 3 albertos pizza....nananghid na daw siya iya mama....magnilaki lang jod daw ko...wa ko niadto kay duty pko kabuntag...suko kayo siya and for the 2nd time texted me dinadaw siya musamok nako bye and tc,,,,,
nalipay pod ko...
but pagkaugma gpakaon nalang jd nako ug albertos...kay ika tolo text na dinadaw siya mosamok nako then focus nalang daw siya iya uyab...
last sunday..wa mi text whole day when he suddenly texted mi..ok ra daw siya, mingaw daw siya nako....(ANOTHER CHARRRR) hehehe....pero whatever i jst make myself believe nalang...wa jod mi nagkita....suko nasad...
lately kay gusto siya makgkita nako pirmi then mukaon...mura man kog father figure oi...dono if he wants to see me jod or ang kaon..dako byag kaon...pero hs frinds told me naa jod daw siya prblem kay naay ka text iyag gf......
haaayyyysssssssss..........ge lang basta ang ending "abuse me" pero within my budget lang...nanako budget...diha ra na kutob....hahaha..
naapod koy idea...mauwaw lang tingali na siya na uyab mi poro god mi laki (mas choy lang kog gamay) ingon brother.......mao sigoro morag ipakita niyas iyang frinds na he is abusing me para tahay serving my purpose...pero somehow he thinks of me siguro sad ....
...in short libog ang bayot ta.....you nid to use a lot of your brain...
ani nalang last advise to those who are like me '''unleash your feeling with the stern supervision of your head all the time"......
and keep believing, they will really love us in a different way....kay different type of relationship man sad....so everything will be unique here...diskarte,,,motives and expression sa love...
thanks to all...
signing offf napod kay duty na taodtaod