Rant on.
Stop listening to that voice inside your head. You're being self-centered. Engage in more physical activities. Go out more often. Enough with the emo sh
it and look at the world around you.
There are a LOT of people suffering far, far more than you do. Until you've walked a mile in these people's shoes you don't have the right to say "you are suffering and you can't take it anymore".
Damn cry baby. I wouldn't blame people for calling you an attention whore.
Just look at you now -- in a hospital being paid for with your parents' hard-earned money they had saved and hoped to spend on something good. Tungod sa imong kalaki nawa ng ilang tinigum ... Nya awa karon -- naa pa kay tig type
Ka-seņorito na gud nimo? Grow up kay di na ka bata...
Rant off.