sorry mods, if i violated any rules but you can anytime close this thread, i just need to express myself and need to have other peoples' opinion...

here it goes, no one knows about my personality,I'm a double blade, most of us are not yet ready with this things, maybe some are open to it, specially female to female, but for us, males this is a very big deal... di man ko ka express sa ako self in the eye of the public, so i'll just right it down my opinion and point of views about "us"...

i already posted someting about my dilemma, with the oppinions of some of our istoryans, i've decided not to devulge it to my friends and to my family...

before and until now i'm thinking of getting married and to have my own family in the future... but right now i'm just curious about what is the feeling of having a relationship which is beyond the normal norms of the society... can't blame people if they pre judge me or anyone like me... it is just all in my mind to get myself involve into same se* relationship, i just don't know how to express myself without hurting anyone specially my love ones and lossing there respect towards me...
i just hope that this will just pass by and it will just be my dream...

thank you!!!