Istorya Daily Blog

[psyche_08]

Friday finally ended, and im excited for San Remegio. I can't keep my eyes of that office clock, I can almost hear it tick. I'm so ready for this, my suit and my paraphernalias prepared. I'll be off at 4 but it seems forever to wait. I watch the sky on my break, I see a dark cloud peeping... ready to ruin my moment to relax, it looked at me with deceiving eyes, haunting me. I avoided its glare hoping for light, shaking my head wildly I did, believing that nothing could ever ruin my day.

Im off to San Rem in an hour... and my moment will continue...

[boobadoll]

FREAKY SATURDAY..

Plug me back to the Matrix!
Another brand new boring Saturday and that means I am having another emotional rollercoaster. Gahh! I hate this feeling or should I say I’m just overreacting? Duh! I’m so wrapped up with problems, frustrations etc. etc. etc. but yeah you can still call me lunatic! I hate waking up in the morning alone, I hate sleeping alone and I hate almost everything around me. Well, I am just unfathomable these past few days. Am I? Well hell yeah! I am so dead! I just wanna have some booze and then get rowdy all night long! Argh! I want to slit someone’s throat, I want to kick someone’s ass and I want to break your jaw! Yes you! I am just kidding! I am not a punk ass! But at least I am not trying hard to be one. I am easy to get along as long as you will learn to worship me! Hahahhahhaha! Queen of shit? Wow! Whatta title? I’m honored, but please I don’t want them to kick me out of this site so please just call me Queen of Damned! Wahhahaha! Gees that sucks right? How about… BooBaDoll the Queen of Queens! Argh! Well I’m not a queen but I got needs of a queen and if the crown fits… well… you’re half dead! Hahaha! Eyes wide open but I’m kinda sleepy, hair not fixed, pale face and head is achin’ so bad. I am like this every day. I don’t wanna move but I have no ****ing choice! I don’t wanna think about somebody or anybody but I still have to! Damn! Can I just sit here and forget everything? Forget my name, where I live and be stagnant for a week? I need a break! But I wanna get rowdy at the same time? I wanna kill that bitch that made my life miserable! Grrr! I wanna have a fist fight with her! Slit her throat and hammer her to death! She’s a low-class whoring slut! Who am I talking about? Don’t mind her she’s someone I’ve never seen even in my wildest dream but soon I know I will and mind me for saying this... She’s going to kiss my ass! Gees that was offensive and friendster might ban me for this and religious people will protest against me! I’m no angel and I believe that I have all the ****ing right to say whatever I have in mind & what I feel coz i’ll only shut up if the government will require me to have a “LISCENSE TO TALK SHIT” but while it’s still free I’ll talk this way! So mind your own business! I talk, you listen! That’s the number one rule of my society… in case you’re clueless… I have this own society of people who hates people… I never meant to scare you away but I want you to know that I am like this. And if you don’t like my attitude don’t waste your time talking to me or at least dare not to pretend you like me coz if I’ll find out that you’re faking it then I guess I have to shovel your brain out of your nuttyhead! Obviously I am weird in so many ways; and if you have a problem with that, guess you have to know that it's all because... The world is filled with different types of people for a reason. We’re all unique for a reason. If all of us were the same- that is, same wants, same need- we’d never get anywhere. If we were all alike there will never be a person who will come out of the pack and say, " want to change things." We will all be satisfied because we will be with people who are like us. So i am proud to be like this and not like her, or like you! you can call me MISS SPOOKTACULAR a word from my BITCHIONARY a combination of spooky and spectacular. But you don’t have to fear me coz I am not deadly, I am simply like this. My life has gone complicated and I am jaded. Gush! Could anyone plug me back to the matrix, now!

[sassy_suzzy]

i just woke up... i had fun watching the movie POC last night. had a bottle of beer... now, im still tired and sleepy...

i have this weird feeling though... can't help thinking about someone... someone who makes me me feel special *blush*

its sunday.... guess i ll go to church today and go to the mall after giving my dog her bath...

[miss tapya]

Sunday

ANother day to live onwards.. Gosh! I still have 3 chapters left for my exam tommorow and where am i ryt now? can't help making dokdok in the middle of bundles of notes to pry on! watta shame. I can't focus more this afternoon coz we still have to assist the computer science 1 departmental examination. PAKONG pakong ang ulo nimo tapya! ga yaya lang ka!... Wish someone would spank me now and then ... and il get some kind of amnesia para makalimot ko aning istorya.net for a while. Addiction keeps haunting and taunting me..hellanovah......... am drowninggggg........

It's been days since i have this vague feeling of loneliness and terrible brokenheartedness... wat can i do? its my choice afterall... and since ako naning nasugdan..panindigan nalang..... kaya ko to..kaya ko to... kanta nlang ko anig.. "HAND in my Pocket" parisan og "til i Get over you" plus "TOrn" ...

[diem]

Saturday, 7/15/2006, 1:15 pm

It is crunch time.

We have our recently assigned Product Manager flying over from Sunnyvale, California(our Client’s HQ) for a Meeting this coming Monday. Our Teamlead, codename Bosing, the ever Able had previously placed the bar for the Team to prepare, develop, and publish on our online server the diagnostic software. When the Product Manager(codename: The Signal) comes, he will find Bosing and Us, the Team, waiting and ready.

I’m feeling more and more to be part of the Team. I’m quite glad to be of help and really eager to prove my value to them. The Assistant Teamlead, and also my immediate superviser—a cute colleen(though she isn’t Irish, she just impresses me to be such, a fine lass she is), codename: Heart, is constant with congratulations and praise making me ever so devoted to her and extremely guilty that my worktime is punctuated by frequent visits to Istorya.

Just a little office gossip heheh—I’m not sure if its just me, but I’m noticing that another team member, a programme developer who I now codetagged as Imp, is giving too much unsolicited attention on Heart. Frequently so and surprising, that Heart often jumps at his sudden appearance and I think I sometimes feel her tension everytime she interacts with Imp. But all in all, I know Heart knows its harmless, Imp is being impish…

Alas, my weeklong want of staying in, having breakfast in bed, nurturing the Child in Me with Saturday morning cartoons is dashed as I pound on my keyboard, developing descriptions and inputing information. But this is for self-preservation Come Monday, come.

Sunday, 7/16/2006, 7:00 am

My father has a fetish for houses which is somewhat a bit weird because he is a Mechanical Engineer. I often thought he would have found his true calling in Architecture. If a man must be a King, his house his Kingdom—That is my Father who makes the houses he resides in his Kingdom.

So we settle now in our new house in the Small Isle across the Channel that Swims Between from the Other Island that is a Thunderbolt of the Sea, possibly the 9th or the 11th house in the long run which is my family’s nomadic existence. Every four or five years, we change houses, much like hermit crabs change their shell homes. It is becoming to be quite tiring.

So this morning, we cross the Bridge that Hangs over the Channel that Swims Between, onto the Other Island that is a Thunderbolt of the Sea. We visit our old home that nests northernly in the Villa of the Valley. There we ransack it and find that there are still so many items left so that means many more return trips to procure these in the coming days.

I walk within the coziness of this house, once my home. When I was child, I began to thank the houses which once sheltered my family and my family, husks that beat with the hearts of us. And with the thanks, I placed a prayer that we might see each other again and remember. A house is not merely a building, it holds a part of the person or the family that resides in it. I can see most of my parents’ handiwork in this house, my mother’s touch here, my father’s planning there. Marks that my brothers and me made. There is this hole which I made in desperate anger during a dark sad time. Memories began to echo from the walls, like the whine of an abandoned puppy. I rest my hand on the door in reassurance. This house held my family’s history, my own history and for that, it will be never be forgotten and will be remembered well.

Hope to see you again, my friend.

Monday, 7/17/06

This day is a blank slate for me. I am not clearly sure of what I am going to do at work, so better just look busy for the time being while I await for Heart’s arrival and guidance. This day may hold some surprises yet.

So far, I’m set to do some things today and still so many things to do…

Post in my three Reasons why our country is Poor in the Politics and Current Events Board. Done.

Share my current reading list in What are You’re currently reading thread in the Arts and Literature Board. Done

Conjure and Set free my two newly conjured creatures of literature to roam the pages of Istoryan Writers in the the Arts and Literature Board. Still to do.

Post my Istoryan Blog. Doing so Right now.

Stroll through my favorite Avenues of Istorya.net. Still to do.

Just try to finish the last required pages for the Paolo D.’s Screenplay. Still to do.

Get through the Working Day in One Piece. Still to do.

Wishing Everyone who is Reading this Blog a Sincere Blessing of Wellness. May this Day be the Start of A Great Week in the Your Life.

[jugs_06]

9:30 pm.. sunday evening...

..seems like my BRAIN is not working well tonight.. arrgghhh.. but i still managed to post my "comment" about vigilantes eventhough i have the lack of brain cells as of now, literally.. and yeah, it makes me sick..

iv been studying since friggin' 5 o'clock in the afternoon and im not done yet.. thursday will be my exam..

i used to cram.. but iv learned my lesson..

[kyuusai]

MOnday, wHat a BaD daY. I supPoSeD tO taKe My ExAm tHiS MoRniNg But I wAs LaTe. Grrr... My FauLT anYwaY... I juSt don't feEl like Going To schoOl wheN iT's MonDay. I HatE iT. dArN.

[lover_online]

My day started very fine. My mirror said that I still didn't lose anything..I'm still me after all..nothing's changed!! And classes?? Oh, they're absolutely fine..I got some prelim exams results and they seem not bothering me... weeeeee....I still have one week to enjoy!!!! Life still is wonderful!!!... got to move on...wahhh....

that's all for now.. I think my thoughts are tied..unchain them please...hahahhaha...

[nolex]

i love mondays....

especially when there is no work like now...

i stayed in my room the whole day (dok2x taman sa ginhawa)

now, this is what i call life...hehe

[psyche_08]

@luthiene: yes, san remegio.

my trip to san rem, twas a good one. we went to 4 resorts at the same time, and it was just a whole day activity. we left about 5 in the morning, first stop was Warren Beach Resort, the place was kinda cool but the beach is rather diminishing, no sand all rocks. EEK! Then Lingaw Beach Resort, phew! the white sand and all, but the place is like a construction site, they were still building new rooms... Next stop, SAN REMEGIO BEACH CLUB, just by the site of the gate, our hearts flew. We were so excited, we could almost climb that gate. Sad to say, Koreans rented the whole resort for 3 whole months, how can you complete with that? And finally, ELEGANT BEACH RESORT, NICE! the place was secluded, we owed the whole resort. Relaxing and all. But we decided not to stay overnight though, and until now, we dont know the reason why. LOL! Then, we went directly to the EB. Phew! I had a full activity last saturday.