I can relate to your situation...
Been there too...
Though the physical wounds were healed by time yet the heart remains bruised. AMbot lang if kasuway bah kah ang balde niliki gehapak sa imong ulo?
Puparehas jud tah sitwasyon sa gamay pah ko, manudlay lang gani ko, anah dayun si mudra, cge jud igat2 jud!, Kini lage morena tah, maski unsa imo isul-ob ingon dayun wa kay angay kay itom kah.
I have had identity crisis at one point in my life, I was caught in dilemma, whether magbinabaye bah kaha ko or magtinomboy kay para mahalon ko ni mama since paborito man niya si Manoy permi.
Permi bida maski sablay!
Thank goodness kusog ako female hormones mao wala jud ko matiborcia.
Hukman pah kah nah duha ra daw paingnan , either mapaangkan or kabiton ug DOM.
Ako jud gepakita nila sis, nga dili matinood ila gehukom nako.
Never jud naa silay nagustuhan sa mga nangulitawo sa akoa ,naa jud silay saway permi.
Though it's hard, yet, take evrytn as a challenge, continue to stand still.
That's what I did.
Maygani nah imoha kay at least makaingon tah nga as what u called it "a no mercy religion" might had influenced the traits of ur family.
But.. mine...sus, my mom & bro are pious catholics..
...ging..wa sad ka ka huna2x ug layas noh??...( b>I jud uie)..btaw..kanang if ako pa nabutang sa imong kahimtang..molayas ko uie...di ko mag agwanta ug pabun.og
sakto gyud kas sis! kanang no matter you forgive but you dont forget. it left a continous bleeding wound in your heart! sakit! gimahal nimo silag tanan! mao bitaw ako i prefer nga bul ugon rather pasakitan ug storya. kay ang storya is so much powerful that cannot be healed but atleast ang bul ug matamabalan ra. but somehow as much as possible likayan nalang ang duha. sometimes bitaw i ask myself ngano naay ing ana nga tawo nga ungrateful, insensitive sa feelings sa uban nga tawo.they would just do to you whatever pleases them! and they would just say the words the makes them comfortable, it makes them even happy to see you suffering from the pain! niya mao ng ilang gi ingon ngatiguwang na or mastured na sila!if so, why still acting like an immature one!
wa na jud kay mabuhat anah. inana na nah cla pirme. ayha ra nah cla mausab nmo pg madato nka ug ayo. mao pd lge ky pg madato nka daun dli ka mohatag, mgkinatok na pd nah cla nmo. tsk tsk tsk imo na lng solution anah ky moadto kag abroad. ddto dli na cla mka samok pa nmo.
hala grabeha sad sa imu family sah.. nganu in ana mana sila nimu. murag sa teleserye raman unta na. hala i pray nlng sila. ayaw nlng jd revenge kay bad man sad na. at least wa ka nagkulang nila. at least naa ghpon ka dha para nila bsag lain ila treatment nimu..
bitaw no laina pod niana oi.
ka bad bah sa imong family sis ui.. sabta lang na cla sis, ug di madla hala lupad nah..
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