if pwede mabalik ang panahon, gusto ko mubalik pagkabata. hahahaha my childhood was my best memory.
if pwede mabalik ang panahon, gusto ko mubalik pagkabata. hahahaha my childhood was my best memory.
it would be march 02, 2003...the day before my father died due to car accident.
if ibalik ang saona, dili na nako sugton akong mga nauyab!!
if given the chance? ill prefer not to go back... i learned a lot from those experiences and i will going to treasure those and continue my journey in life and be proud of those failures and success. I think reaching this age and living this life is enough to learn from the past.![]()
I'd go back to my college days and wish I just studied hard instead, finished my dream course, Architecture or Web Design, established my dream career and work/live abroad.
i'd go back to 2008, earlier period sa akong rebelde phase... few nights before the mayoral election sa among lugar... in that hospital, during the time nga ako ra isa nagbantay sa taw nga gidumtan nko just 'cause "no one's available" -- truth is (i think, in retrospect), no one wanted to deal with him.
just graduated from highschool at that time. obliged to look after that guy overnight per aunt's request. kami rang duha sa kwarto. watching his face irked me to no end. i just want to re-live that moment and watch my 18-year-old self got that self-discovery.
that's when i first realize unsa akong capacidad nga pwd nakong mabuhat sa usa ka taw. i genuinely enjoyed that moment.
that person never recovered from his paralysis/speech impediment problem until namatay cya almost 2 years ago. he was an asshole to begin with. not all people liked him, even his own family. i was just glad i had the chance to 'get back' at that little shit. kung danghag/bogoon tingali ko atong panahona ug wa nko mapugngi akong kaugalingon, i'd probably be fckd up. glad i didn't 'cause i was thinking of the repercussions. i learned the idea of being careful/cautious sa akong mga lihok 'cause i grew up in an overbearing nga matang sa upbringing. kinaraan style, which i didn't like at all.
there'd be times (post-admission) where i'd smile at him and throw a 2-3 seconds glare and he would just avert his eyes/look away. he knew how much i deeply hate him. i jst wanted to discreetly inflict harm on him at that time while keeping the naive/doe-eyed facade on the surface.
i was merely returning the favor. that's all. though he was way older than me, i never saw him as someone worthy of respect. no physical abuse involved on my part, epal lng gyd to cya nga klase miskan way labot. murag korek, and yet he couldn't even manage his family problem. he was the epitome of the typical pinoy male machismo that i grew up to dislike moving forward in my lifetime so far. whenever i see a person that reminds me of him, it always trigger some degree of dislike (despite knowing it's irrational)
Last edited by gibra'al; 03-15-2019 at 07:43 PM.
I wouldn't have taken for granted people and moments that eventually meant a whole lot more to me now.
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