BROKEN HEARTED me. Need A little help here!

[kurdapia.nikki]

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LDR, I could truly relate.
1 year kapin sad mi sa ako ex 2 years ago.
On my part, ako jud ang ni hold on pag ayo,
cause I really thought DISTANCE NURTURES RELATIONSHIP.
but then, in the long run, nahulog nga nakigbuwag.
Cause I can't stand insecurities. HAHA.
After we broke up, it was really hard for me to move on.
And up to now, naa gihapon mga friends nako ga ingon, wa gihapon ko ka move on.
Pero para nako, I have moved on na. At least it's not hurting me anymore.
I do not think of him unlike before. I don't write stupid diaries about him anymore.

T'was months ago nga ni ana ko,
"I am so much confident that my first love would come back for me.
And I have the feeling that he is my destiny."
He's my 3rd boyfriend, pero para nako, first love. And ako sad iyang first GF. Weeee.
Even though he's in Canada, ako feeling sauna, ayy, kami gihapon in the future oi.
Mao ng 2 years jud ko wala makig-uyab ni anyone else.

I really thought I'd be stuck with false hopes forever.
Pero believe me or not, I have moved on.
Abi nako ma ulipon jud ko nia. Cause during our commitment,
mura'g wala naju'y pag-asa magbuwag mi. HAHA.
Happy jud kaayu mi pirmi. Schoolmates pajud mi.

Mao na. 2 years have passed na.
Even though nga it was a rocky road for me to surpass,
still worth it. I've realize a lot of stuffs.
Time heals jud.

Ikaw TS, it's understandable if you rant your feelings anywhere.
Presko pa kaayo gud. Let it be.
We all know you're not okay. And lain sad kaayu kung mu ingon ko,
"Okay rana uy." I know makalagot kaayu na nga line
labi na during situations like this.
Today, you're not okay. Someday, you will be.

[Lex]

@kurdapia.nikki: yea you're ryt, im not okay right now but im struggling to be happy..to move on forward.. yes, time will heal but time can not erase the memories we had together..

[kurdapia.nikki]

No memories from the past will be erased.
That's sure. Unless one gets an amnesia or whatever.
It's really confusing when one says, "Maytag malimtan na nako xa."
Cause wala jud ta'y malimtan. Most especially if that person moved your life so much.
But sooner or later, those moments we shared with our ex's,
wouldn't be a big deal anymore. And for sure,
MORE worth-remembering moments will be experienced soon.

Karon, bitter pa man kaayu ka.
So padayon lang sa. Visit this thread after a year.
Kataw'an rani nimo. Hehe.

[bhea]

you're such a sweet guy lex...seldom nako kita ug laki pareha nimo...
anyways, you just have to face reality..do not let it destroy you, pick up the pieces of your life in a constructive manner and get on with it...

[butong101]

Pinaka sakit sa tanan na line brad perhaps time would come mag communicate mo unya mo express ka sa imong resentments & frustrations sa inyo situations then mo ana ra siya “i certainly understand you” waaa... kalagot kau nah.. haha

[redhorse1L]

Idaan nalang natin yan sa maboteng usapan. hehehe

[tenzor73p]

bread don't try being happy if you're really not heheh itagay ra na cya hahaha

[kurdapia.nikki]

Pero para nako ha, don't take me wrong.
Kabantay mo, lame excuse kaayu ALWAYS NG,
"We have to go separate ways because we have to grow."
Tsk. Usa na's lame reasons for a breakup.

[Lex]

@butong101: btaw bro, the other day nag chat mi sa YM while ga work sya, i told her na i will do everything, hatagan lang ko niya ug chance, pero u know what she told me? she told me na confused na daw sya ron, kapoy na daw sya..much better lang daw na bestfriends nalng daw mi ( she is also my bestfriend man)..nindot man amu foundation sa amo friendship gud..ingon sya na she understands how I feel..she told me that she'd be there gihapon as my bestfriend..but more dan bestfriend, dli na daw nya mahatag nko...saaaaaaaaddddddddddd...

[Lex]

heheheh tagay jud? im not into alcohol mga bro...hehehhe...ako diversion karon kay exercise..i hit the gym and sweat it out...para nko, that's my own way of destressing...=)

thanks kaau sa inyo concern mga bro and mga sis... broken family man ko gikan at least I have my one big istorya family=)