Kinsa'y gustog tagay diha?

[i_am_a_nobody]

Slightly, each one of us can have this kind of depression but then your situation is kindda severe.

ANd what i did.. I change some lifestyle I hate..and retained what I just needed.
Its not easy neither I cant guarantee that it will not go back just like cycle.

For me lang ha,, I was having that kind of social anxiety for so many reason but mostly it was only in a "state of mind".
So, I choose to let these change and open to something that are new to me and more beneficial to my part.

Yes, they are some people who will reject of what you are or the situation u are into.
Then again, it can create rejection and depression to your part.
and with that... Another burden u will just come up to face on.
and its a choice if YOU LIVED with it or MOVE on with it.

A matter of choice.. and U better head choice that is BEST for you.
Eliminate certain negative inputs that cud led to negative disaster in ur mind.
Exposed ur self to the differences of each inviduality.
Learn not to think of it... instead learn something new like artwork, projects or trainings.
or cling to some website u like to standby for the time being.

Choice to live as wat peace said in ur thread.
and Learn things in a hard way.

Not easy brad.. but then...
Step by step... U will learn to love ur self..
and No one can take it away from u.. even society rejects it.!


Love ur self!
Love life!
Appreciate small things...!
be just u..!

Yeah you're right. But do you know the feeling when you're too powerless? Good for you, naagapan nimo. But you know what, I try.. I really do. It's just that my emotions always overcome me. I can't help it. I have no control of my emotions. I've been advised to see a therapist. But I'm not sure about it. (financial probs). But you know what, I pray naman.

Btw, I don't think you suffered from a mental illness. Because it is just not a state of mind. It's an illness. It's like you're living with it. It's really hard to explain.

[Su-Hae]

@su-hae - depreed pd bya ko bacn nahan ka mg rh ta =)

rh? hahaha..I don't drink but you can pm me..hehe.. if u need someone to talk to!

[abewtifulmind]

hahay... it's just on the mind oi.. mind setting... set it out.. talk to somebody.. don't talk about more on the negative.. think on the bright side.. ako ingon ana man jud ko... but I always set my limitations ... kung over na jud kaayo ka sad akong life.. y not make it a little bit lively.. dba? set imong mind jud..

[annerhexian]

As I said TS. we do experience that kind of DILEMMA but then its how we handle it.
Objectively. (I dont want to assume neither judge it)
But the way Ive read your post reply... U have no control of ur emotions in which perfectLy ur an emotional disturb in a way that cud led to hallucinations / negative impact at the end of it.

Yes, I can have the feeling when I am powerless... imagine brad.. work mode kow.. mokalit rag TuLO ako luha.. asa ka mokuha ana? hahaaahha swerte sa ako g hilikan oi! hahha uu swerte jud cea.. pero swerte ba cea? daH ambot. dili kow na hunahuna on.. focus ko sa akong emotional unstable ug dili sa uban reason pa jud duh... coz in a way... up to nw.. dili pa jud ka karecover bsag unsaon... bsag unsaon nmog tuwad2 jud.. see? kung pwede lang ilis tag otok.. basin makotaw ka wala sa lugar duh....



A friend told me this.. Its only a state of mind.. but when emotions maneuvered regardless ur mind wanted to help.. then mind is useless while ur health is already affecting coz of emotions..

Ask ko brad? wala naka na feed UP permi ka g ing aNa?
nag hunahuna kag suicide duh? (aw ask ra ko ha)
kabalo man dai ka dili na maayu, nganu man jud nag tuyok2 pa mn ka until now?
wala ka na looi sa imo self duh?

TS: if harsh au ko mo post. ingna lang ha..edit lang n nako...

[i_am_a_nobody]

As I said TS. we do experience that kind of DILEMMA but then its how we handle it.
Objectively. (I dont want to assume neither judge it)
But the way Ive read your post reply... U have no control of ur emotions in which perfectLy ur an emotional disturb in a way that cud led to hallucinations / negative impact at the end of it.

Yes, I can have the feeling when I am powerless... imagine brad.. work mode kow.. mokalit rag TuLO ako luha.. asa ka mokuha ana? hahaaahha swerte sa ako g hilikan oi! hahha uu swerte jud cea.. pero swerte ba cea? daH ambot. dili kow na hunahuna on.. focus ko sa akong emotional unstable ug dili sa uban reason pa jud duh... coz in a way... up to nw.. dili pa jud ka karecover bsag unsaon... bsag unsaon nmog tuwad2 jud.. see? kung pwede lang ilis tag otok.. basin makotaw ka wala sa lugar duh....




A friend told me this.. Its only a state of mind.. but when emotions maneuvered regardless ur mind wanted to help.. then mind is useless while ur health is already affecting coz of emotions..

Ask ko brad? wala naka na feed UP permi ka g ing aNa?
nag hunahuna kag suicide duh? (aw ask ra ko ha)
kabalo man dai ka dili na maayu, nganu man jud nag tuyok2 pa mn ka until now?
wala ka na looi sa imo self duh?

TS: if harsh au ko mo post. ingna lang ha..edit lang n nako...

If it's only a state of mind therefore it's not an illness. Try kuno search.

Uhmm, yeah I have suicidal thoughts. Pero I don't think I can do it. It's just a though. And no, di lang to puro love problem. Know what I mean? there's more to it. And yeah, murag OT na jud tah.

[Su-Hae]

Ts why not join in our club..the singles club and have fun with us..we are planning to meet..hehe

[annerhexian]

TS solusyun ani sa.. ma habang2 inoman.. hahaaha join sa club n suhae... heheehe


tambay mode lang diri TS.. daghn man ka lingawan diri duh.. as n..

hmmm better head a professional doc then.. and got out with real friends..
and if u want... meet people here in istoryans..

[i_am_a_nobody]

TS solusyun ani sa.. ma habang2 inoman.. hahaaha join sa club n suhae... heheehe


tambay mode lang diri TS.. daghn man ka lingawan diri duh.. as n

Mao gani, mahabang-habang inuman jud ni. I don't drink that much though. Wala lang tingali koy bisyo sa inum. Lain man gud akong gibisyuhan gud.. internet. Haha. Since adik ko ug internet, murag makastambay jud ko diri pirmi.

[i_am_a_nobody]

Salamat diay ninyo oie! At least murag nakalimut ko aning bayhana. Ahak kay ning bayhana oie. Gapuno-puno lang sa akong problema!!

[Su-Hae]

Hi Anne!

Yeah ts, join our club.!