Hay, kapait aning gugma

[i_am_a_nobody]

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Gisapot ko karong holy weeka. Cause there's this someone who always the cause of my cluttered mind. In-ani man gud ni. Naa koy nagustuhan na girl. She knows that I like her. I told her what I feel before they migrated to the states. I don't think she likes me in a romantic way though. She refused to get into a relationship kay di siya gusto ug Long Distance Relationship. She only can give friendship. And I respected her decisions. Pero nagkadugay, nagkagrabe ako feelings para niya. And then I decided to cut our friendship. She doesn't want to end it though. But I have to. Yeah, selfish na kung selfish, but I have to be selfish. I want to move on and forget all about her. I did it for my own good.

Pag November, she made a comment on my FB saying "Hi, how are you?" I just replied: OKAY LANG. (Yeah, caps lock siya.) Then she replied, "That's very meaningful" I didn't get her comment. Wa nako ni reply. Unya recently, pag tuesday lang she made a comment again on facebook and I didn't reply to her comment. Karon ako gi-open ako facebook, wa nako kita sa iyang comment. Murag iyang gi-delete. I viewed her twitter and she's ranting. She's angry. She was annoyed. I don't know why she got annoyed. Wa man nako siya samuka or anything. Maybe she's mad because I didn't reply? I don't know, Suko jud ayu siya. The other part of me feels bad. I don't want to be rude. I'm not built that way. Pero it's the only way that I could get over her! Wala nakoy lain choice.

Makalagot lang jud kay okay naman unta ko. But she ruined it again! Seems like she doesn't want me to be okay. I really feel bad. I'm thinking of saying sorry, mao pud iya gi-post sa iyang Twitter. Dapat daw mag-sorry. Wala niya gi-indicate ang ako name. But I know, she was referring to me. Pero once nga mangayo nakog sorry, masugod napud ang among friendship diba? Ugh... I'm wholly confused. I don't know why she's doing this to me. She shouldn't have tried to contact me in the first place. Di unta ko mag-problema ug maayo. How can I move on?

[classicrock]

pasagdae lang bro naa bitaw 2 siya sa layu..

[i_am_a_nobody]

I just can't stand the fact the she's mad at me.

[kurdapia.nikki]

Geeez. I understood you so much Bro.
Kita nga naa diri, mga trying hard mo move on.
And then in the long run, we moveD on.
And then they just communicate with us in an instant.
Maka reminisce napud ta and all that. Phew.

Ako feeling sa mga taw nga ing'ani sa,
di jud sila contento sa usa ka taw.
Mao ako nafeel towards sako ex.
Naa na man unta xa dghn babay ngadto's Canada,
pero iya gihapon gipa feel nga naa paju'y something, which in fact, WALA JUD.

Ako maingun, we have to ignore people like this.
Cause they're all giving us FALSE HOPES.
After sa ilang false hopes, we will realize that they're not good enough for serious people like us

And what you're saying that you can't stand that she's mad at you,
I've been through that too.
I've been ignoring my ex for quite some time.
He got mad and all that. Ranting through his wall posts that I was neglecting him.
Pero I HAVE TO. I mean bro, WE HAVE TO.
If all we wanted was peace of mind to get over our past, WE HAVE TO do this.
It hurts not only them but also our feelings.

After I was neglecting him, maka realize ko, I wasn't coward of entertaining him.
But I stood proud telling myself, I was brave enough to go against the urge I was wanting over the years we broke up. Nia karon, fully moved on nako nia.

If you wanted to move on, then do the same
It would hurt a bit. Just like how an ant bites.
But it heals a lot. It helps.
Trust me

[WEI?]

~> tell me about it! pareha jud tag sitwasyon bro. pero wala lang siya ning larga....pait jud ning gugma ui. sakit ui...naai kasabihan "ikaw pa ang nagsakripisyo, ikaw pa ang nawalan"

~> bitaw bro wala na tai mahimu ana. we must accept the reality that she cant be ours and let her go.

~> at least bro you've tried...


-WEI?

[kurdapia.nikki]

~> tell me about it! pareha jud tag sitwasyon bro. pero wala lang siya ning larga....pait jud ning gugma ui. sakit ui...naai kasabihan "ikaw pa ang nagsakripisyo, ikaw pa ang nawalan"

~> bitaw bro wala na tai mahimu ana. we must accept the reality that she cant be ours and let her go.

~> at least bro you've tried...


-WEI?

Sakto ka. People like us, tried.
Situations like these are enough reasons for us to stop trying.
We don't have to be martyr.
Mahalin pa lage ta. HAHAHAHA.

[Su-Hae]

tell her about ur point of cutting ur friendship..that way it will be clear for her..if di gani cia kasabot..selfish ra kaayo cia..

[granz]

she likes u, obvious na kaayo na bro oi. in.ana gd na ang girls.. whahahaha

[unique]

go on with your life bro, dili man kaha ka gusto ma apektohan niya, let her be

time will come.....if kamo, kamo jud....if dili, aw wa tay mahims.....

[tearz]

u know wat naa man atah xay feelings sa imo pero d lng xah ka xpres ky ni balibad na gud xah..pero yaw lng kompyansa ky naa jud tao nga mahilig mag pa asa...just go with d flow lng..kung mo play xah den play pod...yaw lng pa igoh..if you know how to play game like dis den gooo..pero if not..yaw nlng..deadmaha nlng na xah..ok?chill... bcn g testingan raka nya..kung naa paka pagbati nya...yaw pag sori nya uie..ky bcn d.i maka ingon xah ug ikaw di ako pasabot sa twitter?dbah?as f wa ka kblo sa iya g post ddto..sagda'e manigas xah...der's a lot of girls pa around u...nga mas better pa sa iya..ok?