
Originally Posted by
missingyouso
ako, im depressed. i consulted a psychologist and a psychiatrist years ago. the psychologist, Ms. Lee of UP, offered therapy, which was nice. the psychiatrist prescribed an antidepressant drug. both were expensive, and i didnt really want to spend for it on top of my living expenses so i stopped the meds and the therapy. im still depressed, generally unhappy about everything. the future seems really bleak, and i avoid making new friends and generally stay away from most people
now, i want a strong enough something that would just make me forget about me so i can stop thinking about myself and my problems. it's selfish, i know, but i cant seem to stop