Growing up without a father is hard enough.
you still have your mother.
You must keep that relationship good.
Or it is going to affect your life and health in a negative way.
You see, when you judge you will attract negative energies your way.
They will manifest in forms of misfortunes and accidents.
you will develop illness.
But if you do not judge her.
You will learn tho understand her.
And you may even feel compassion for her.