
Originally Posted by
touch_me_not
hahayz...yes up to now...ma miz jhapon naku ako first bf....he was so different...i know his luv for me that time was genuine and unconditional unlike sa others after niya...klaro kaayo ang motives not purely love..more on lust..and most of them are players..and speaking of respect...and sacrifice and looks heehheh...grabeh wai makalupig niya...sayang lang jud kaayo...we were too young then, hiskul pa...but when my parents found out about us i was forced to get away with him....my college days was the worst part of my life, the darkest of my days, the most depressing stage so far...i was so down then never seeing and kiping in touch with him....hhuhuhuh...their wasnt really an official broke up...we just lost contact...grabe kaau ang outside forces nga nagpugong namu...and there were lots of instances whrein he really fought for his love...he looked for me...even asking the help of our common friends until he became tired...he was totally lost in my life...huhuhu...its really hurting thinking of those days...nothing really compares to him.....he was the man of my dreams...i didnt even look for another one hoping that hell wait for me.....til time came that t i graduated college when ok na ako parents para mo kip in touch na niya...but i was struck by the news that he's about to get married...that was the most memorable graduation gift i had received in my entire life...the award ...huhuhuhu....its clear that everythings over between the two of us...but he still has a space in my heart and now i cant afford seing him with his wife....its sooooo soooooo hurting....i wud even cry sometimes remembering him....i have shed so many tears for him...for 6 years mo eight pa jud gani dala karon nga year ki naa pa ginagmay..hehe.. grabeh majority sa tears nga nitulo sa akong mata para jud niya...heheh...and now bsan unsa pa kadaghan sa ekal...wa jud mkalabaw niya..sori na lang to my bf..huhu...but layo ra jd cya...huhuhu.....some of my exes makarealize ko they are not worth loving for man wui..heheh...and even ako present bf murag "LR"...he cant do so many things na mabuhat sa ako first bf...hhahay...he was the man i ever dreamed to spend the rest of my life with..he has been my inspiration but when he was totally gone....i dont find myself getting married na...awww!...hehehe.....