yea,maybe...and that part is difficult too..cge lng ta try ani..evry trying moment is also a dying moment for me...after ato nya na nka strike one sko heart,naa pa jud ni strike two..strike three...ouch kau...i gave them the chances without knowng na that chance was to tear me apart...buti nlng,got a scotch tape at hand..hehehe...joke..btaw,i tried to laugh it all out bsan sakit..but who would care to see all those tears in silence?wala...so i figure it out that no one is better enough to be my hero and i have to fix myself..kasagaran worst case scenario pa naabot..but hoping that someday,someone would hear those cries and see those tears..it maybe not be someone better..or maybe different,as long as dili nlng mu strike four nko coz ma out na nya..