baonon nako sa akong lubnganan..
until its necessary... hahaha
Dapat di jud nimo i-hide imo feelings. Naa ko bestfriend sa college. Kay bestfriend lagi so lisod kayo isulti nimo imo feelings for that person. So years passed bestfriend lang japon mi. Lisod man pod kay naa ko boyfriend and naa sab cya girlfriend. So pretending lang mi duha na love daw kuno kaayo namo amo mga partners. Maski gabalhin na cyag school iya japon ko adtuon maski taas2x jud kau cyag lakawon under the heat of the sun. Den everytime i-ask cya sako mga classmates na ganahan ba cya nako iya ra itubag "Love man nako cya" I-ask cya why di cya manguyab, iya pod itubag na "Love ta nako cya but naa man cya boyfriend gud" But everytime na ipa-rewind to sa iyaha infront of me, di na cya motingog. I overheard man pod ila previous conversation mao kabaw ko but ako lang gi-deadma kay bestfriend bya mi.
Every tear ako gi-cry everytime naa ko problem sa ko boyfriend cge cya ingon na "I dont deserve the guy and there's someone better than that guy" Wala ko kabaw sa iya pasabot. Years passed and the time na padung ko magminyo kay buntis ko niabot. I asked him to come to my wedding kay important cya, he said he'd be there. But he didn't. Few days before the wedding, he went to my parents secretly and told him why he couldnt attend the wedding. My parents were in favor with him rather than the groom-to-be kay they knew mas love ko sa ako bestfriend and safe ko sa iya side and i-care ko niya pag-ayo kaysa ako groom-to-be. Too late they did not let me know about this not until few months after I got married.
After the wedding, I've not heard any news about him. I did not know he was also in love with me all through those years but he just kept it silent. I was also silent. It shouldve saved me from the hell-like marriage I had with my 3 months long relationship with my ex-husband.
Maona kamo diha na pa-hide2x pa sa inyo feelings kay hadlok mo naa maligsan sa inyo pagreveal ana, dapat panaminan ni ninyo. Ayaw na ninyo itago, it might be too late for you.
/wave
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