Hi!..it's me again, just want to rephrase those words and express my feelings: "small talent fees is enough just to please the crowds"...every thing had trembled to me in just 5 days!...yes, we do entertain, we look happy...but deep inside there's also a saddest times in our life as musicians. We absorb emotions, thoughts, sadness or thrills from our crowds! we're also humans..we do impress others by entertain & that makes others happy!...but the hardest part of it is that when we are depressed and troubled, we still have to make others happy...and yet, they never seem to care that we also have personal/family/financial problems..but it's our gift!from God to you(Crowds) and not ours...we musicians are just materials nor tools to make crowd & other peoples happy...now, have you asked your self: should i bother if this peoples (musicians) that makes me happy and who pleases me are in troubled?....being a musician is not by chance, it's by choice...we choose to make others happy thru entertainment....saddest things was....when we're lonely & deppressed, we're unable to make our selves happy!...GOD BLESS ALL MUSICIANS out there!