
Originally Posted by
cp103
sauna pa sis, even before I had my 1st relationship... I had a rough childhood man gud, coz I lived a life nga anything I asked for was not given to me, not in the material side ha, but rather in the affection side. Coz A person in my life man gud is iya ra gusto pirmi matuman, so I know jud how it feels to be deprived. I guess thar's why graveh au ko mu.bigay, as in todo jud, coz I don't want others to feel the painful feeling of deprivation, esp my gf.
my shortcomings are not the reason that my prev. LDR failed, it's because I did something stupid, nagpadala sa temptation to be exact, coz the more nga ni.resist ko, the more it became harder to resist, until it came to a point nga nadala na jud ko. That's why btaw nga now, I know what to do and not what to do, and I've learned this through exp.