deep regrets and dying inside... need help.

[LeoD]

To those na naka experience similar to mine, dakong pagmahay, and maglisod ug move on tungod sa pagmahay. What did you do when the one you treated like siya ang whole world tapos gibyaan raka? It's hard for me... specially for fighting for 5 months and wala gihapon resulta...

I've only just started to move on and how I wish maypa wala nalng mi nag-ila kung inani man ang ending... basin pa mahimo pakong successful na tao kung wala koi uyab kai ever since naka uyab ko, okay man akong standings... nadaot ko tungod nagpa affect ko sa uyab2x. Instead na nasakitan ko, napulihan ug HATRED na nuon... sa una wala mi'y claro, gi cheat ko, I fought for a month until nagbalik mi... all those blood, sweat and tears na akong gipaningkamot, all those hundreds of love letters nahimong walay pulos.

Well, nahimo kong bitter these past few days... my family kept telling me na otro sad to walay claro padulong kai ang trabaho sa lalaki tig drive ra ug backhoe... tanawon nalang nako ug unsa ka good bajud ilang future na gadali sila ug skwela kaning duha... I admit nalang na bad boys always win pag abot anang love2x... dili nako mutuo anang love2 and martyrdom sukad sa nahitabo. Kai ang ending anang grabeg paningkamot dinhe raman diay paingon maypag wala gesugdan.

How many people have you encountered similar to me and gikapoyan pud mo ug advice? Have people made fun of you as well maski kabalo sila sa nahitabo sa inyoha? Well my family and friends are tired of me sa akong balik2 na "what ifs" and sigeg emote... I know this will come to pass... unlike before na naka huna-huna kog hikog, hinay2 ug naconvert ug hatred akong na feel na hinuon... naa nako sa hating phase.

@TS: please ayaw e badmouth ang knsa mn ma uyab sa imung ex na bag o. To tell you the truth, mas worst pamn ako experience kaysa ani, I cried and beg for 1 week, I cried again for almost 2 weeks, then I said to my self, dapat ma busy ko sa ako self, so I concentrate on improving myself. I miss my EX coz I love her much but it doesn't mean na mag beg pako nya na magbalik me, ako na g accept na wala na me. if gusto nya makig reconcile sa akoa (if lang ha kay dako mn chance na dli na dyud , hahaha ) dapat cya ug mangita ug way or ipakita nya sa akoa na willing dyud cya.


Trust me TS grabe ka worse pa ako experience ani, dli lang nako e share dri for a reason, taas ang story kng e share, hehhee.


Then about sa part anang drive ra ug backhoe ang laki, ayaw e badmouth, tanan decent work ayaw e bad mouth, it should be respected.


Turn your hate for your EX into improving yourself, exercising and find a decent job, concentrate dyud ana, then if naa nka job, fit then you can buy new clothes na kanang mo fit sa imuha (semi body fit, body fit). Then if ma achieve na nimo, dba improve na kau ka. If makakita ang Ex sa imuha, maka ana dyud cya "sos mypa wala nako ni gbulagan". Then cguro ana na time, dli na nimo gusto sa imung life ug dako chance naa na mga girls dra pa cute2x nimo.


Everyone experienced a hearbreak, walay immune ana, bsn kana buang na imo matagbuan sa dalan hearbreak hinungdan ana, so go on with your life, first dyud nimo goal improve yourself. ignore na imung EX, if mag txt ug Hi, musta na, ayaw ug reply. kng mo reply ka pd ra "great" . ug ayaw reply drtso, pd after 1 day. Close ended pirmi ang reply. ayaw na ug ask about sa iya, ayaw na ug long conversation sa iya unless iya txt kaY mkgreconcile cya sa imo. but beware, bsn second option raka nya, kay ga away cya sa iya laki na bag o or cya gbiyaan. so if gusto cya makigbalik nimo, pa abta ug a month or 2 na wala cyay uyab, bsn g himo raka rebound ana which is bad, rebound is good only in basketball, hehehe.



sakto nang 1 month na mo hilak ka, ok rana. after ana improve na sa imo self.

[code.war]

Too much drama.... She is not worth the fight!!

[luff101]

aguy wala nako kabasa sa story.

[tosip]

Nagmahal, Nasaktan, Nag Move-On, Nahimong Electrical Engineer ... who was once a martyr now has become a successful person. Thanks to those person who supported me. No thanks to those who told me to kill myself I proved that nakaya nako na dilemma.

[luff101]

There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. 1 John 4:18