XVI
Go to the world and multiply.
"How many children do you have?", question raised by almost all of our friends and relatives.
"Usa pa.", I replied.
"Pun-i pa, sundi dayon.", they requested
I feel pressured honestly. I was there when my son got the view on this earth. It was a very hard time for his mother. I ran from drugstores to pharmacy to buy Vitamin K or some sort of medicine that can clot bleeding. We were very happy having our first child. And until now, we still are. But the pain during the delivery, my wife told me that it was like her bones being crushed. The time when I was looking for the blood clot medicine, my tears felt down. I know she was suffering from something life threatening.
It was around 10:39 - 11:06 p.m., June 7, 2008 when our baby was brought to our room. Even with hours of delivery, I can see the happiness in my wife's eyes. I can't see the pain.
Now, I want to have more children. But considering the pain she have gone through, It is better for us to wait. See what are the plans God had for us.
Remember, I am not that religious. I am not that faithful. But we are. We prayed together every night. We would talk and share what our prayers are.
"I ask mostly for good health and world peace.." "Then I would say thanks to everything, specially the air we breath."
She has different prayers too. But mostly, it's all about thanking our Creator.
Now, with all those hardships that we faced together all through out our relationship's journey, I can say that it is really hard. It would be harder if she's not with me.
To be continued...