hurot na nako basa tanan paabot nalang ko sa sumpay...........
hurot na nako basa tanan paabot nalang ko sa sumpay...........
Im still attending the funeral of my wife's lola
VII
Then I asked.
Fourteen (14) years in this relationship, I really can't imagine. I was easy go lucky guy (not an easy boy) way back then. Even during the times when me and my wife are ON.
Am I still me?
"Lahi na jud kaayo ka Yadz, dili na ko nimo i-date, wala na tay laag2X during weekends..."
These words pounded like thunder into my ears. I was very moved because all I know is that she's speaking to a person, a different person and not me.
"Uu, kahibalo ko asa ko nagkulang. Ug kahibalo ka ana ngano..."
I answered her, and I raised my voice. Before, when I do that to her, she will turn her back then she'll cry. Now, not anymore. The more I raise my voice, the more she raised her voice too. Until I shut my mouth.
We're now totally different compared the way we used to be? But I guess it's not true. I haven't changed. I only noticed I don't do the things I usually do to make her/them happy.
To be continued...
nahuman na jud nako og basa from page 1 to 141 way laktaw hehehe,
mura man ni drama sa radyo nga sundan gyud...mana gyud tawn ko tanan. halos 1week man sad ko nagbasa ani.
maayong adlaw tanan
VIII
Breaking up.
Nope, it's not gonna happen anymore. We are married, tied under God's name. But there are times when our temper reached at its peak. I am emotional and she's a little bit physical.
Honestly, I cannot bare it anymore if I can express my feelings while we are arguing. Things may shake up with uncertainty if you're on rage. I'm lucky I still hold on with what I felt for her. I must grasp to the morale of being a husband.
I always think of the funny moments in the situation like this. Times when we're not arguing we agreed to some house rules;
1. No fighting inside the house especially inside the room.
2. We must reply with "I lab yo" every time someone's speaking up
I believe it will work. She agreed too.
Then it happened, we argued for just a little thing (actually, I committed a mistake na pud). I ran inside our room. And I kneeled while saying "I lab yo" to her.
I was very unlucky that time, our house rules didn't work for me.
To be continued...
Hey, there's really no reason why we're gonna break up. We're as strong as our faith with Him.
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