the ENDING and the start of my new life

[manoy15]

@manoy15 thank you for sharing TS...
move on...gamit kaau imong story para panaminan sa uban...
pangamigo og daghan para daghang resbak...

thanks bro! pero di ko anang resbak nga type, but adto lang ta anang karma...kay sumaha nila, karma digital na! aw! di lang ta mag bitter coz you know na..bawal ang bitter, i wish her well but i know what she did has something in return, i hope i will NOT know it coz id be laughing my behind off if that happens...

[manoy15]

LOL wala namang ganyanan..broken hearted pa ang peg eh..

who knows!!! open minded man ko! pero not now...NOT now, dont want to use someone just for me to get over somebody, i know im better than this. and in time i know ill be able to feel that smile on my cheeks again not my tears that keeps on rolling from time 2 time again. someday!!!

[Passport]

she never loved you ts.. we wanted to tell you that from the start. based on what you shared, as outsiders of the relationship, we can sense that, like spectators in a chess game. the players are so absorbed, we know you won't listen even if we did.

it hurts.

look at it as blessing in disguise.. she was not meant for you.

[manoy15]

she never loved you ts.. we wanted to tell you that from the start. based on what you shared, as outsiders of the relationship, we can sense that, like spectators in a chess game. the players are so absorbed, we know you won't listen even we we did.

it hurts.

look at it as blessing in disguise.. she was not meant for you.

ahh yeah thanks man, i guess when you're that deeply in love as if like you have dumbo ears ba, hahaha all you hear is that heartbeat and not the voice surrounding you. And basically hearing her admit na she also felt something for me, BUT i literally didnt buy it, coz if she did? then she'll help me with my weaknesses, develop the the relationship into something that grows, but she always keeps on saying that she's so busy and she's a private person, and she's not a 'lambing' type, but even so, there are ways to show that at least she cared. But not in one beat i saw it. Glad she blocked me sa tagged, i can her PIC and im happy with that coz it helps me get number easier and move forward.

[Passport]

ahh yeah thanks man, i guess when you're that deeply in love as if like you have dumbo ears ba, hahaha all you hear is that heartbeat and not the voice surrounding you. And basically hearing her admit na she also felt something for me, BUT i literally didnt buy it, coz if she did? then she'll help me with my weaknesses, develop the the relationship into something that grows, but she always keeps on saying that she's so busy and she's a private person, and she's not a 'lambing' type, but even so, there are ways to show that at least she cared. But not in one beat i saw it. Glad she blocked me sa tagged, i can her PIC and im happy with that coz it helps me get number easier and move forward.

don't mention it.. i know the feeling.

hey, it is christmas.. typhoon or not.. there will always be a silver lining to those dark clouds.

it is a very important lesson learned. you are much stronger now.

remember...

time washes clean, love's wounds unseen.

[manoy15]

@Passport

yup, it is there's always a lesson to learn, if somehow or in someway we'll meet? i dont know man what and how to react for now, coz we're just in LLC, though i work here in Cebu. Im actually thinking of getting the offer from my cousin who's also in the service, though not same branch, ill be working in QC, if it happens, though my age is way beyond hiring age limit with them, but he said he can help me get in anytime. LIke hmmmmmmmmmmm...but i dont know man, i dont want to make a decision based on feelings that i have right now, call i want for now is revenge, or what. I want to be logical and rationale with my reasoning when going there, not just also because i want to let her see what ived become after she broke my heart....but we'll see, i MIGHT be going there in camp. Aguinaldo soon...who knows...

[Passport]

remember the saying,

from the frying pan, into the fire...

clear your mind for now. the best decisions were not made with a cluttered mindset. much more so if a tempest like a feeling of revenge is raging within.

if your cousin can get you in, legally, then that might be an opportunity for you to find new horizons. don't mind the age if your cousin said so. that might help speed up the mending process. but first step, is unloading the burden. revenge is also an emotion. however, it is a very toxic emotion to nurture in your broken heart. therefore, it is a good idea to cleanse your system of any toxic waste. start anew. let your sad memories fly out with the super typhoon. then.. the rebuilding starts.

[diablo85]

thanks bro! pero di ko anang resbak nga type, but adto lang ta anang karma...kay sumaha nila, karma digital na! aw! di lang ta mag bitter coz you know na..bawal ang bitter, i wish her well but i know what she did has something in return, i hope i will NOT know it coz id be laughing my behind off if that happens...

ok bro...
keep movin on...

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bitaw bro...ngita pod og masuod nimo nga higala...
mamababay man or malalaki...

[manoy15]

@Passport thanks man

all of my officemates are wondering right now as you read this man, it's just so freaking tiresome man, i really cant control my tears flowing,it's just not that easy to love and get burned...i dont know where on earth i had or have become selfish man...i just dont know...

[luff101]

Double #Facepalm !

Another lesson learned: Too much of everything is dangerous. Pagbilin pud para sa imong kaugalingon basta ma inlove ka.. hehehe