i also have the same question in my mind mga bro, and i have heard that the answers to all this questions is the well-guarded hidden archives of the church. we will be ignorant to this whole thing until the church decides to show this archives to the public, but i guess its best kept their because if it were to be shown then theirs a great possibility that the churches would fall. And i believe the only thing that binds all filipino's together is our faith in god. Im a god loving and god fearing person but if you really want to find answers to some of the questions try to search for agnostics.
p.s. If you have true faith then it will not be a problem if you read something that contradicts what we believe about christ




