You mean you are telling everyone that you are also like a child asking why, why, why, why. But not the 21st century equivalent type like me as you quoted? Oh. LOL.
Actually, you have two options on seeking the truth. Let's simply enumerate the process on my little opinion.
1. You ask yourself why . . . . .
2. You research from books, internet, ask other people, . . .
3. You get/receive answers . . . .
Here, you find conflicts from the answers then it branches out into two. Either,
1. You align your thought with the church/or any religion that you believe in a God because you are enlightened by a Supreme being. Or,
2. You challenge the idea about the existence of God because you don't want to align with any religion at all. Maybe because you get answers and read more on disproving Gods existence. You concentrate on it and too conceited to influence everyone and mock the Supreme Being. (note: this really depends on the upbringing of the parents)
The 2nd option interest you very much thus you choose being a misotheist. Right.
Again, there might be reasons behind that only you know and other people don't know. That's your private life anyway.
Christian's = "21st century equivalent" Hmm
Misotheist = ? unknown equivalent since doesn't believe in God NOR Evil beings. Maybe, NOR and equivalent. Hahaha
Hmmm. Anyway, i'll throw this question to you Satanist, have you ever find any truth being a misotheist? Hmm.
Your avatar code name again caught my attention. Anti-Christ huh. A very well thought name. Well, read this if you might react on the Satanist word.
From WIKIPEDIA:
"In Christian eschatology the Antichrist or Anti-christ (literally: anti, 'opposite', 'against', 'as if' or in place of; christ, anointed one) has come to mean a person, image of a person, or other entity that is an embodiment of evil. The name antichrist derives from the books of 1 and 2 John, which describe any who denies Christ to be antichrists. The term is also often applied to prophecies regarding a "Little horn" power in Daniel 7, and is used in conjunction with many end times teachings.
Antichrist is translated from the combination of two ancient Greek words αντί + χριστος (ant* + khristos), which can mean anti "opposite" (of) khristos "anointed" therefore "opposite of Christ" (the meaning of christ as 'anointed one' having become secondary to its meaning as the honorific of Jesus of Nazareth) or anti "as" (if) khristos "messiah" thus "in place of Christ". An antichrist can be opposed to Christ by striving to be in the place of Christ. The term itself appears 5 times in 1 John and 2 John of the New Testament — once in plural form and 4 times in the singular, and is popularly associated with the belief of a competing and assumed evil entity opposed to Jesus of Nazareth. . . .
Christian denominations disagree on what will happen in the end times, and the role that Satan and the Antichrist will play. Among them are those who believe that the antichrists of whom John wrote are instead a single individual and expect this one person to rise in the future. There is a consensus that sometime prior to the expected return of Jesus, there will be a period of "trials and tribulations" during which the
Antichrist, inspired by Satan, will attempt to win supporters with great works, and will silence anyone or make enemies of any country that refuses their allegiance (by refusing to "receive his mark" on their foreheads or right hands). This "mark" is expected to be required to legally partake in commerce, as noted in Revelation 13:16,17 Some Christians believe that the Antichrist will be assassinated half way through the Tribulation, being revived and indwelt by Satan. The Antichrist will continue on for three and a half years following this. . . . ."
We'll its really hard to align your thoughts with any religion worshipping on a Supreme Being, God/Alah/Budha. Maybe you didn't grow in the influence of religious people when you were still a child.