i was close to being one.. i never was before 'til i lost someone i love because i was afraid to love.. then i was quite hurt at that 'coz even if he did came back things got a lot more complicated and things never sort out.. it's complicated still and those were the moments that made me who i am or what i am now.. total manhid.. and i'm still waiting for that one person who can crack open the barrier i built myself! lols



