This is the usual scenario when one revolves her world around her partner.
The girl stays in her own comfort that everything's going to be okay yet the
other grows and worst apart from the relationship and seeks for something
more and worst again, finds joy in other's company outside from the relationship.
Since you mentioned that you're practically at home, start indulging yourself
with a new hobby or enrich yourself with worthwhile activities that will also help
you grow as an individual. That way you'll become a better person without your
partner. Sometimes when we are too in love with our partner, we tend to lose our
individuality and stop living our own lives. That's why when our partner leaves us,
we crumble because we have no idea how to move on with our lives since we're
used to having our partner by our side all the time.
Just prepare yourself for the worst, sis. If your partner decides not to forego with
your relationship, just let go. You can't fight for someone who doesn't want to stay
anymore. You're only fighting for a lost cause. So be strong and learn from it to be
a better version of your own self after the storm
