i don't think dogs go to heaven (or at least to the same heaven we will go to.. hehehe). God created us all for a reason. So.. xiamei was here because of you.. to keep you company.. to give you joy (even for just a short time). just take it and move on. i couldn't imagine having to let go of my dog (when it's time.. hope she still have 20 more years), but i promised myself that when she does leave, i wouldn't regret ANYTHING, esp not loving her so much.
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