Hi Istoryans

Have/Had anyone tried this experience?
I met this beautiful girl in the school library and it was a coincident that we are classmate in this particular subject, i asked for her number with no doubts then we hung out directly at the friday of that week and we had a dog walk, it was very sweet experience for me then she wished she never met her x boyfriend then i told her if you will meet someone ever again, don't let him wait for 3 months, you must let him wait for a 2 years. We had a great time together, she is way better than my girlfriend but i can't trade it for a new one and i never will. i just want to accept who's the best. Yes she herself has a crush to another guy and she knows i have a 2 years committed relationship with another girl but we are shaky. She even told me that she misses my messages and we text each other late at night then text very early and even replies at my morning messages. Yes my girlfriend is doubting about my crush then after that, instead of letting a guy wait for 3 months, she made it for 2 years waiting for a guy who really wants her

we had a date Dec 05 again, then whole day date and we went to places and i told her im always gonna be here for you then i even surprised her with a pink rose in the metrosports along with my friends there and she was happy. I just woke up that i felt like she's evading me, she won't text anymore and not much. It feels like she's not interested in me and i couldn't stop watching the movies of Derek Ramsay and Anne Curtis and Kristine Reyes hoping i could learn something and yes i did.

im still young but i want our friendship to last long. Is she just taking time off? or is she just avoiding me? we even made promises with each other and my promise to her is to take her to a very high land in the south and hopefully i could make her feel special. Guys, i know this is like gay moments and i do pray a lot for this. If you are in my shoes, what would you do? I just want oneday i would surely find my future wife that would make me happy and comfortable and i want my future wife to be beautiful inside and outside. to be honest, at my age of 19 i already have a house for my future wife in the next 10 years to live with but i want things to be greater than i ambit for

Please respect my thread guys, I LOVE YOU ALL AND GOD BLESS