Hi guys, I just wanted to share with you, that its been 4 months since my Mom died and it still hurts so bad! Till this very day, I still do miss her so bad and cant help but cry! She had a heart problem, she had pacemaker surgery last year and we thought everything would be fine but last April she got hospitalized and had an open heart surgery to repair a valve and then didnt make it maybe because complications rose and her body could no longer take it, april to june she was on ICU, the saddest part was I wasnt even there for her when it happened..The day I arrived was the day she passed away, it broke my heart to pieces and until now I am still trying to pick up the pieces again..i just hope that time will make it much easier for me and that Im praying and hoping that Mom's happy now and is no longer suffering...Thank you for taking time to read my post ..There comes a point in our life when all we can really do is hang in there, be strong and pray, for HE never fails...I love you so much Mom!