Personally I would say, it could have been better if ni admit nalang imo hubby about the matter so you will know how to deal with it. The thing is, walay kasiguraduhan so how do you fix something when you do not know how to start in terms of trouble shooting?.. I conisder you strong, since not all women are as brave as you >you managed to get through everyday with this thought. What I would suggest is PRAYER and OPEN COMMUNICATION between you and your hubby. Do not confront him rather give him the chance to speak up and let him feel you are not there to judge but to understand so he will really open up to you.. My prayers are with you on this... God bless..