SAD LOVE STORY.....Share HERE!

[azaleayve]

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[bleedingboi]

Tuara. Ug sa nabuhi ug kalit imung thread Brey. : )

[bleedingboi]

omg... in fairness nkaluha ko nag basa sa story ni bleeding boi..

Thanks. Now pa nako ni na share. Maulaw ko share sa mga close friends or barkada sa una. Kago man gud ko ug utok. I'm the type nga kung naay barkada masakitan sa love, dayun maghilak2x, akoy mag una2x ug bugal2x. So dri nlang ko maka open up.

[bleedingboi]

^^^Ouch bleeding boi! Sakita uy! Sakit jud kaayo! I can relate!
:,-(

SAkit jud, ato na time. To the point nga dli ko ganahan mutan-aw ug GMA -7, kay naa si Maxene Magalona. : )

[joshua259]

^^^

a nice and sad blog...

[vahnhelsing]

kalami unta modonate dri uy...
mabasahan niya, kulatahan ta.. nyahahaha

[U Ue En]

Way back 5 years ago, I was a transferee of that school. (OK rag from the TOP ko? )

I had a classmate gi textmate ko and he used another phone diay. He asked, " unsa'y ato tawagan? ganahan ka cup cake? honey pie?". Nakatawa ko kay hilas and I answered, "di ko ui! Partz nalang."

Na wala ug kalit akong katext ato, and pagka night lahi na ang mi reply. The owner itself na.He said gana daw ang tawagan. Misabay na c boy. He asked if I know him then I answered NO. Then he replied na ako ng kauban permi ni *** ug ***.
i said to myself na "hmm? murag wala my gwapo ana nila". Ug diri na......

Without my knowledge, he was the boy that caught my eye na the very first day of school.

I was just an ordinary girl, nga ug naa pay Fans Club to siya, isa ra ko sa membro. And he was that so-called (ilang term sa high school) campus heartrob.

He has the traits of being suplado kaau (nga even close mi sa text, in person dili managad bisan ug smile.lan. as in DEDMA akong beauty), disenti, looner, one-sided, smart, chinito, tall and handsome (mmmm) and that he's inlove with another woman that time.

Crush lang nako xa kaau nga ug mu agi sa among room or asa na part sa school, sundon nako ug tan.aw! haha nya pinakilig2x na bisan ug wa pansina.

That there was even a time, I cried. I cried kay miundang akong partner sa cotillion! Nya inspired nako kaau ato gud ky naa siya apil pud. XD

until such time, almost end of the school year. We have the Filipino project nga to summarize the 64 Chapters of Noli Me Tangere by Jose Rizal. And I offered him that I will make his project ( nga nag-una ug pasa ang iya kaysa sa ako). I was the one who even bought the notebook ug gicoveran pa'g plastic! kinakusgang agi na jud pud akong pagsuwat ato.
In exchange of?
- IYANG MGA DRAWINGS.
Reaction when I handed the notebook to him?
- Boy, "hala gihimuan jd diay ko nimu? Aw na salamat ky wa ra ba jud ko naghimu. Unya nalang tong drawings nako"

--ug nakasuod na jud mi pag-abot summer--

Then finally, nag classmate jud mi pag-abot ug 4th year. We have opposite reaction, I was so happy and he's not.

Nagkauban mi sa mga praktis2 ug sayaw, modern xa and sa cheerdance ko.

I never thought magkasuod nami ug ayo. Mu visit na xag balay, usahay adto na mukaon, hatod nako permi, sabay na mag snaks, exchange2 ug bags and text2 na pud mi sige na mu ask permission about sa iya mga decisions. Pero we're still friends pa ato, both have gf/bf pero sa text lang.

December 24, 2007. He confessed that he loves me. 8 times na daw xang na torpe to say it to me (wow haba ng hair nako ana na time. kilig to d max! XD) nya nanuroy mi sa ilang balay ato and met his mom and aunt (mau tulog iyang ate) ug namalit daun mi pang noche buena. I even stole his diary (ssshhhhh) staring kau ko didto! (kilig to d bones na pud! XD)

(okay ra ako putlon diri? lain0n na pud ang sumpay ke taas naman) ....

[U Ue En]

continuation. Part II.

Ug sa milabay na ang new year. 27th day of January 2008. moment of truth na jud! Pakipot pa jud unta ko ato but my friend keep on saying "ayeeee.. sige na diha unsa man ka!"

"YES." (haba ng hair to d max na jud!)

next day, we met in our classroom. wla ko nanagad ky basin ug maulawan ra ko, tali ug nagdamgo ra xa ato. But then, my thought was wrong. He approached me and then said, "partz.. (very tantalizing eyes, smiling on me)" (nalanay na jud akong atay ato! Imagine akong ultimate crush, one of a high profiled in school, sa kadaghang i know mas gwapa, naay height nga babaye, ako pa jud!suss!)

In our JS PROM, we are crowned as Couple of The Night. I don't know (di sa feeling) mura kog celebrity (sa akong paminaw) that everybody in school knows about us.

Wala nay privacy ky pati teachers mulabot na ug naa mi problema, ipatawag mi. Ma puno ug advice.

He's a looner man gud, looking for attention and love ky xa ra permi mabilin sa ilaha.
sa ka looner niya, seloso nga ewan.
When he saw me laughing or nalingaw kog tabi sa among classmate (babae), magselos na sya ana. Mag emot na xa. Without my knowledge maghubog2 na ineg ka gabie, nga nasakitan na xa kaau. He wrote a letter nga di daw kuno ko plabi kay basin di na nya kaya e bear ag pain. which is a big question to me kay ako ang nabung ug adjust di lang xa malain.

He's afraid makalimot na daw ko niya, that i'll forget US.
sounds selfish but sweet. i feel the sincerity.
he respects me.
he's not the type of guy na mu take advantage.
He's the guy who cried (as in bakho) in front of me and my classmates, worrying na maglayo nami ug school. (in short wa syay salig nako)

-formal meeting of his family, I never made it (another story. betrayal of bestfriend na ni. XD)-

(putol na pud kay taas na. cenxa po. hehe)

[U Ue En]

----continuation. PART III.
COLLEGE (devastated).2008.

excited! having the thought of sya na. Nga college nami, mas mo seryoso kay mature na jud.

but..... boooooom!
One sunny afternoon, 2days after we met and never thought that was my first and last date nga murag true2 na jud sa akong paminaw..

~text~
Boy, "I let you go."

Ako (stunned), "ha? wee? joke ra ni no? it's not a good joke baya partz. take it back."

Boy, "i'm not."

Ako (teary-eyed), "nganu man unsa diay?"
(i forgot sa uban basta murag third party to ang reason)

Wla ko kabalo nag sun diay na xa kay naa katawag2x(very close friend, that I called bestfriend), nga submarin style. She's not inlove with my bf but I don't know, feel nako tablahay ang iyaha.

The boy and I did the break-up without even listening my side, since one-sided xa unsa ang iya nadungog mao na iyang gibarugan.

I called him then he ended it up! saying lowbat. It's because he heard me ni hingos.
I cried and cried worst part is I'm at our school comfort room that time!

My classmates will always say, "ui *** wa naman kay mata ui! samot na ka pikot! ayaw palabi ug toon. naning pud ni."
I got failed in my midterm exams, mu score ko'g 3/95, sahay 5/110. Kay cge ra ug tulo ang tubig sa mata bisan ug nag klase.

Di ko muoli ug lunch ato, i made myself very busy. Apil2 kog sayaw-- mass dance/cheerdance, lyrist and designated secretary q sa DBLC Org., plus nag tutor pa ko. (the reason naka stop ko ug school ky nasakit)

I ate my pride (saiya lang pud nako ni nabuhat), i begged. i begged na magbalik mi.

Then ana xa na we'll meet after one month.

-AFTER 1 MONTH....

MET. SILENCE. HATOD ULI. Waiting sa gipasalig atong girl na magbalik mi.

AFTER 1 HOUR...
Boy, "partz still up? naa ko isulte importante."

Me(so excited and hoping moment of truth na pud while nag study ky naay exam) , "yes! mata pa kau partz! cge unsa diay na"

Boy, "gusto nako buhaton nimu akong gisulte. I want you to forget me. Bisan unsaon we cannot bring back the time."

Me (ni buto! crashed ang world. TABON UNLAN SA MOUTH. SIKAD-SIKAD. LIGID SA HANDOUTS. KUM-OT. NAGBAHA. WAY TUON. HAGBONG EXAM.)

for 1 year akong gikaon akong pride. wa ko kabalo naa diay xay mga uyab.

for 2 years, ambot sangko hangtod langit lapos pa sa hell iyang kalagot sa ako. ug makapatay pa ang tinan.awan, namatay nako! unya wa ko namatay kay tubig sa mata ang mutagak.

He even planned na pasakitan pa jud ko.
A girl texted me, "Hi. Im ***. new gf of ***. @*(0*~.. Reply diha! i know nasakitan naka ug ayo no? haha"

3 years after, bugnaw2 na ang tanan. (ani na time, naa chances nga he'll ask me, "do you still love me?")

Nagkita mi ug utro, maau na xa. Three long years, nitunob xag utro sa among balay. Na shocked akong parents, I saw in their face nga nalipay nga na shocked. Mi blis xa ug mi ingkod sa sofa while waiting nga nag-ilis ko.

nanuroy mi and I got the chance to talk about our past.
Nakabantay ko nga dako na kaau ang nabag-o sa iya. Dili na xa ang *** that i used to know.
Mi expect ko nga magkabalik mi tungod kay sweet na xa ato. (MALI NA PUD)

Iseg pangumustahay mi. I asked him the reason nganu miabot ug ing.ato, ug unsa ang gipang-estorya, wala ko niya gitubag.

Another quest from me kung nganung dali ra xa naka moved-on.

He replied nga hatred. Gi hate ko niya pag-au ug tanan babae except saiya mom and sis. Nya tagay to d max!

FOR A WHILE....
Milakaw xa kay naa gipalit, pagbalik nagdala ug cigarette.

Sort nga inga.ani iyang tumong (nakalimot ko exactly sa wordings)

Boy, "look at me now. I'm no longer *** you used to know. Maldito nako. I changed myself. ikaw kumusta ka partz?"

Me (kalimot ko sa ako tubag)

Boy, "aw dili pa tali time. Wa ta kabwo what lies ahead, ug kita. kita man jud."

Nanguli mi nga wa natubag akong mga questions sa akong huna2 especially kadtong rason. But I hugged him tight nga wla jud nako mabuhat sa una nga kami pa.

I think last year mi bother pa to xa ask about my feelings.
Karun, wala na comu. Milangyaw na xa. Seaman naman. And I see him happy naman with his new found love.

and me? Sahay, ug makabasa ko saiyang love letters, TEARS. SAYANG.


SOMETIMES, THERE ARE NO NEXT TIME.

[U Ue En]

TO Bleeding Boy: ouch! </3