
Originally Posted by
bearish
so you did seek god and did you find him already? how and in what way? and if you already found him, are you now satisfied and fulfilled? if so, what are you still doing here?
haha..good point bai, i was seeking for something, didn't know it was God..till He's all that's left i haven't tried.
then as i looked back, He was there in every journey..now, my life is better than before, not in a sense that i have more money than before 'cause i now belong to a church group and took advantage of the offerings, hahaha! but better 'cause i am satisfied with knowing that someone has my back who is faithful and is waiting for me to come home..
life is now better 'cause whenever trouble comes may it be an effect of my wrong choices or just "crap happens" situation and the like...i can always look up and see a different perspective on things, instead of beating myself up and being bitter at people.
i don't need drugs, alcohol to deal with problems anymore..i don't join gang wars anymore but i go to correctional homes for youth teaching children that it's always good to be patient...huge difference bro..so to answer your Qs, yes i am satisfied with this faith, cause it moved mountains of struggles in my life and the lives of those around me.and loving God has always been my passion ever since..that in every thing i do i could give thanks and glorigy Him...and what am i doing here? as Jesus' commandment to love your neighbor and to those who persecute you..even though i get insulted and rediculed cause of my faith, it's fine...the goal is just to give another perspective to people when it comes to dealing life.
the goal is to made known of what Christ has done and His promises..
so again, satisfied?pretty much(that doesnt mean that i won't strive and work hard 'cause that's just another excuse for being lazy.)satisfied in a way, that i'll work hard and pray hard..whatever the outcome is, relax lang...hehe..but fulfilled? not until i'm with Jesus.