
Originally Posted by
quirkychinita
@chik_08
I think pareha tag situation sauna...
I was battered before and it almost killed me (I'm proud to say I survived!)....
So, you also experienced the following perhaps:
-the sleepless nights na magtapad mog tulog but u don't feel his presence
-those nights that your bestfriend is your pillow that catches your tears to the point na makamata ka na grabe kahubag imu mata and sakit ang ulo.
-those mornings that you wake up dizzy and sakit ang lawas na murag gipamaulan kay gisagpa ka, gisumbag etc.
-those moments that you get extremely happy sa GINAGMAY na gestures nia na dapat unta NORMAL ra (When he opens the doors for you, wipe your tears for you, kisses you before you go to work)
-those moments na contented naka on the simplest things when you should be given basic luxury that common women gets.
-those moments na ur at work and you suddenly cried... and you cant stop.
-those moments na invited ka sa party but u cant go no matter how you want to kay u hafta go home to him and cook dinner for him....
Ive been there too...
But I let go the hard way.... I had to leave CDO, leave my family (T_T), leave my hometown, leave my friends....
The biggest sacrifice in my life that also saved me at the same time....
And gave me a new beginning....
I started from the basics.
One full year of keeping myself busy. One full year meeting new people. One full year of getting to know and discovering things I've never encountered before....
Now, Im better and karon kada makita nako sya sa CDO I smile at him and magkatawaha na lang ko kay he'd look away with an embarrassed look while I held my head up high...
anyway, enough about me, this thread's about you...
Please, please, please... stop holding yourself back from the joys of life!
Move on and always, Always, ALWAYS remember that there's always the man for you who'd treat you like a queen and lift you up!
For now, learn to love your self. Live your life. Life's too short to frown and cry and look for a person who isnt actually there for you.
You're a positive motivating force within SOMEBODY's LIFE... be it your friends, family, or maybe that shy guy across the room who's looking at you RIGHT THIS MOMENT....
YOU are a beautiful person inside and out.
ABout the pain, IF IT DOESNT KILL YOU, IT MAKES YOU STRONGER....
Tell you what, no person wants to be with a miserable person. So start painting a smile on your face. And appreciate the littlest of things....
Appreciate simple pleasures in life....
-a baby smiling at you
-your mom calling you over the phone early in the morning
-the old couple who regularly walks early in the morning
-the barista who smiles at you as he gives you your coffee
-the stranger who passes on your change at the jeepney
-the smell of fried rice and egg early in the morning
-the sound of children laughing at the park.
There's so many things to appreciate in this world rather than dwelling on one person who doesnt even bother texting you....If your absence doesnt alter his life, SO WOULD YOUR PRESENCE.......
taas ra kaayo no? but it came from the heart...
Good vibes!!!!