Where is he? ... we didnt even have a proper closure..... :(

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omg.
he's not good for you & maybe now, he realized it too.. siya nalang cguro ang ni leave kay ikaw if mo leave ka, mobalik raman ka dayon even though you've been physically and emotionally abused.
nalooy nalang cguro to nimo TS.

mao pud na akong gi think... but kamao sad xa... iya pakong gpa fall agen niya before he left, and dats da rison y it hurts...

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siya nlng cguro ang ni palayu, para sa kaauhan ninyong duha..

malasa nako kay nagpada jud ko... haiz

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pwede favor? magsakit ako eyes og read, change the font color please?...medyo daut ning mata nako...thanks

na change na nako ang font mam... xenxa kaau

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pangita nlng lain TS oi.. ayaw nlng pag handum ato.

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graveha tawhana sah na kaya man nia mu bunal og botelya sah imung ulo..
ahe.ahe.,!
piro salute ko nimu gurl...
bcn na concinxia na cya sah iyang na buhat..
mao nag pa layu na cya...

haiz... ambut nako oi... self-defeating disorder man tingali ni.... paet

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TS... kinahanglan raka ug comfort.... sayang imong pagka chinita beauty.

asa man tawn na nagpahipi ang mo comfort oi..... mag hire nlng ko ? hahaha

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pangita nlng lain TS oi.. ayaw nlng pag handum ato.

asa man tawn nang LAIN gibutang sa ginoo oi.... haiz..

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love kaha nang iyaha ts or obsession?
yes , lisod jud i move on, but just by thinking kung unsa pud iyang gipamuhat sa imo,
I hope u'd come to your senses that he's not deserving at all...

Whatever reasons he had in mind for beating you, It is not valid, and will never be valid.
5yrs you say? kadyot ra kaayo na compared sa mga muabutay pa nimo,
you're not used of not having him and that's the reason why you can't let go.

Try to get back what was taken from you, from the 5 yrs nga nagkuyog mo...
you deserve to be happy, you deserve to live normally..
Forget about him, forget about everything you had when you were with him

divert, forget and move on.... and ofcourse let go

this is exactly wats on my mind, but my heart is weak......iv been trying to keep myself busy.. but ang longing lisud e overcome.. im glad na iv shared my experience coz atleast naa koy ma read na motivations.. kay ryt now im alone with a bed, cellphone and laptop... haiz

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basin naa sad xay dummy account diri sa istorya para istalk ka TS? haha nag-observe ra ba if mag-unsa ka kung wala xa..
anyway, nagpakamatay na guro to ts..

hehe... sakto.. istoryan raba to... but i dont think he reads sections such as this....

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hala dili man ni tarong ts uy....naa naman ka tingali battered wife/gf syndrome. may pa see a shrink ts para huwasan ka og matambagan og tarong.

exactly... self defeating behavior jd ning akoa....paeta