dont decide when you felt extremely happy, sad , angry about sumthing coz you will only end up with Regrets.
the way i see it TS .. you are being hard on urself. youve done enough and its time for you to give yourself a break!
do not waste your emotions on solving sumthing that isnt worthy , youre just hurting urself more.
all you have to do is to let go of what you feel and let god heal all your pain. it may take long but you will be alright![]()