bitaw TS oi. Thanks for the tip.
actually I'm trying to get my ex back.
I'm starting from scratch.
I figured out that she is certain that she likes me.
My friend spilled the beans. Iya pa gi screenshot ang conversation sa facebook. Animal. hahaha
She just want to help me out.
The thing that she worried about is that what would she feel na mu change mi if mag relasyon mi?
She is not ready sad na mag boyfriend utro and her parents won't allow her sad.
But she said that she gets what she wanted that I'm always there for her especially on her worst. She said that I am really special for her.
She doesn't know that her friend exposed me this conversation. God. I know its cruel and I really don't want to know what my ex is thinking right now but my friend send it to me without any notice because dugay na daw kaayo mi nga sige ug storya pero wala pa daw mi nag uyab so iya gi spill tanan ang beans. I think na irita ako friend kay ngano wa daw gihapon mi nag uyab hantod karon. I have a mixed feeling of guilt and curiosity but cge nlng. Nabasa nuon nako.
But yeah, I am waiting for her. I like her. for 7 years and I still love her until now.
The thing is when?! Did I wait too much? Patience is virtue right?
I did ask her something about it she said that "next time lang if ready nako"
Ako : tell me something about it. Dili lagi ko masuko
ex : dili ko kay basin dili naka mu storya nako
ako : dili lagi ko masuko. promise
ex : next time lang if ready nako
ako : promise?
ex : promise
will this seven years of shredded infinite love will be rewarded?
if maka kita sya ug lain then f*ck.
but yeah she told me that she doesn't have any plans of having a boyfriend. She is not looking for one either.
naa toy time daw nga naay nanguyab sa iya nga guy. PERFECT na daw kaayo para sa iya because that guy has everything she wanted but iya ra gi busted kay paminaw nya dili mu work if mag uyab sila because he is TOO PERFECT FOR HER and she doesn't like that guy in the end to be specific. nag selos ko adto sa iya gisulti
pero dugay naman to. But still! I feel inferior. That guy is tall, dark, handsome and he has a car!
Dawbe ako? Kay putot pero mas taas pa japun ko kesa ako ex . Unsa ako maibuga? Ako talent sa Filmmaking?! My talent of making short films and music videos?! Dili mana pogi points para sa mga babae oi
I feel so hopeless that there are other competitors are trying to steal her away.
but though according sa iya mga barkada kay mu vote man sila nga bagay daw ming duha.
they prefer nga kami duha. gi sungog gani sya nga "ses oi, naa ra imong ka textmate uie! naa ra sa imong tapad " and her barkada goes "uiiiieeeeee!!!!"
God damn it! >_<
When will this end?!! D:
Am I not enough for her?
Did I wait for nothing?
Am I doing it right that I'm always there for her? That she calls me and cries when she has problems?
I feel so stupid.