its all God's will..just have faith.
No OTs please
okay another life-defining moment was the time i interned at a hospital and got to talk to a patient...the experience depressed me so much i cried and decided i couldn't work in hospitals or with sick people. finished my course and even passed the board exam but never looked back a.k.a never practiced the profession.
lisod ako personality ma exposed sa mga may sakit kay masakit pod ko...sa mental hospital kay mura pod ko mabuang...honest...so ari jud ko dapat sa mga normal aron ma normal ko kay murag borderline jud siguro ko heheheh
life-defining moment: Dec.24,2009 at 5:55am PHT ..the day my baby boy was born and the same day i became a mom..
I used to be a very "walay paki" person..but when he was born..everything changed..from the smallest details to the big ones..I want to know everything about him..I want to learn and grow up with my baby as well..my life has focus now..that is to become the best mom for my son..
FInally faced a fear: needles.
Magkurog jud ko sauna anang injectionan or kuhaan dugo/blood typing. Very recently, i had to get a cbc and while waiting for my turn i just talked to myself. the conversation went like:
me: nganong mahadlok man ka?
me: kay sakit man
me: ngano man diayg sakit? should you be spared from pain and the rest of humanity not?
me: dili pod
me: you squirm at the needle when milions of people around the world right now are suffering extreme pain. can't you empathize with them?
me: i want to empathize with them.
me: do you want to share in their pain?
me: yes
me: why
me: because i am one with humanity
and so when my turn came i resolved to look at the needle, right from when it was taken out of the packet to when it was inserted into my vein. i had to look at it. face it. when it was over, i felt like i was a new person.
i look forward to donating blood. makahimo na gyud tawn ko ani.
had so many sad moments experienced but it made me a little bit stronger. now i can control my emotions.
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Last edited by gcc4426; 02-14-2012 at 06:16 PM.
i still cant define my life today, , ,
there are still lots of question running through my brains. . .
theres what ifs and hows, , ,
theres alot i need to learn in order to grow, , ,
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