SAD LOVE STORY:
BF: Babe, mag inum mi kuyog sa akong mga migo ha?
GF: DILI!
BF: okay...
Ka sad sa? haha
SAD LOVE STORY:
BF: Babe, mag inum mi kuyog sa akong mga migo ha?
GF: DILI!
BF: okay...
Ka sad sa? haha
thought bubble..
Another sad thing about love..
Just when someone is ready to make you his choice but you already have given up on love.
Then you let him slip away.
I guess this is one sick cycle if you think about it in a different perspective...
"People who love to eat are always the BEST people."
Julia Child
i think Oscar Wilde said it best, "When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance."
it always hard to muster up the courage to say to someone how you feel specially if you dont know how to begin with it. love stories often ends up in despair simply because we cant convey our true feelings for fear of rejection. whether you're a man or woman, that fear is universal.
i once fell inlove with someone but i couldnt tell her, rather wont tell her coz i was afraid of being rejected. i kept that emotion all bottled up, contained if you will for quite a long time. ang ending, a few years later she got married. we got to talk after some time and i jokingly told her, "sus kibaw ba ka sa una na crush kaau tika but mahadlok lag ko manguyab nimo hehehe". her reply took me aback. she said "ngano wala man pud ka nisulti or nanguyab nako coz quite frankly dili tika balibaran. sugton ta jud tika". i just smiled after that but i did learned an awakening lesson. take a chance on love. who knows. maybe love will also take a chance on you...![]()
ALEX....
We we're friends since HS! We met each other coz ngkasunod ammong car! I was driving my PICKUP while sila sa iyang barkad nag CAR POOL on their way to a friend's party! We exchanged numbers while nag drive ko sa car, nag sign language chuva and they got my number and later that night, 2 of those guys sa car pool called me sa landline! 1 was MATT and 1 was ALEX! But among the 2, ALEX was the one who was persistent!
And so that went on, even until he went to the states to study there!
During my BIRTHDAYS, he would always greet, not only through EMAILS, or ICQ Messages but even long distance calls! And what's even more amazing is how even until now, he would insist on HIM buying me something for my birthday!
One day, he came home from the STATES kay ari nalang daw siya papadayunun ug School sa iyang mom. That was the time na mas ngka CLOSE na gyud mi ug maayu coz everytime he has a problem, whether where to buy some stuffs for a project or mgpakuyog lang jud sya somewhere, I am always his GO-TO Girl or in a way, his Girl Bestfriend!
In his NEW SCHOOL, there was this GIRL who was into him and he told me about that! She was into him even to the point na ang GIRL mismo nanguyab niya but wla niya sugta! Then later on nagmahay sya, sya nasad nanguyab sa GIRL but wala sya sugta! During those times he was DOWN or even during other times he feels down, I am always there for him no matter what! But this time, it was different coz I really saw it how bad things went for him and so I supported him during his sad moments until that moment when after 1 week he was so depressed about how wala sya sugta sa girl, he came to me and said...
"KAMI NA NI ANDREA!"
I was HAPPY for him that he got what he wanted, but at thesame time my heart was slumped because deep down inside, I was FALLING for him na for real because during that week that he was so depressed, he was so sweet to me...I guess I was just a panakip butas that time or para lang ma ease niya iyang pain...
And so, I told him that I was happy for him and that I hoped he would understand ME if I would somehow distance myself now that he has a GF! But then he panicked and didn't want that to happen! I explained to him that that's just the way it is now that he is already IN A RELATIONSHIP! I told him, we would still be FRIENDS but that it won't be thesame as we we're anymore coz I know for a fact that ANDREA was jealous of ME even if she doesn't even know me all that well and even if she knows that ALEX and I have been friends since HIGH SCHOOL pa! He insisted jud and told me...
"Dili ko musugot unless you give me a good and valid reason!"
And so there I was, kinda trapped in the situation because he just wouldn't accept my reasons and so I told him...
"I don't know when it happened and I don't know when it started! I felt this for a long time but I just wasn't so sure until just lately....It hit me at point blank....BANG, I'm in love with you! And I dunno how to put this, I also don't wanna confuse you or confuse me and my feelings if I stayed the way we were but I just have to distance myself for the mean time to get myself back and for you to have YOUR peace of mind. Having me around would just confuse YOU and would bring you trouble esp. knowing that ANDREA doesn't like me for the mere fact na mag cge kag storya about ako sa iyaha eversince you became friends! And so please, I do hope you understand!"
He let me go, he understood me, but told me this...
"Ngano karun paman ka nagsulti? Kung nagsulti paka earlier, ikaw unta to akong ge pili and dli si ANDREA!"
Pgka BOINX naman lng jud! Sorry to say but I don't want to be the PERFECT GIRL! I just wanna be the RIGHT GIRL for you!
And so that went on that I would be the GIRL he would go to when he's sad...
The girl he would go to when he needs something...
And everytime his heart gets BROKEN, I am there saying to myself....
...Why are you still with HER? I never do that to you! Alaga kaayo tikaw dayun sya pinasagdan ra ka but SIYA imung gepili? pagka nalang jud! Love really is complicated! Whew! Until now, we remain friends, he still treats me special in a way, BUT, I don't think I will ever be or he will ever realize I am the RIGHT girl for him! I guess we realy aren't meant to be!
Yeah, kinda like where I am right now! You know the feeling when you have loved someone, but then they just take you for granted? And you kept on reminding them na...
"Ayaw paabuta ang time na mawala akong feelings para nimo or pangitaun nako sa lain ang dapat IKAW ang muhatag nako?"
Then when the moment arrives that nawala na jud tinuod imung feelings, here he comes trying to win you back, but wala na jud kay mahimo kay LOVE just isn't there anymore? Sad isn't it? For both parties!
What is that thing? Share sad bro!
I rest my case at this point.
In all honesty, all my life I did not know what love was until I met my girl a few years back. She is my only love, and the story difficult, sad, and complicated, could not be shared to protect the innocent. I hope to write something about it, maybe sort of a last testament to a love that was.....life.
Share pd ko sa akoa this may be unusual since guy ko nya ang babae dile known to be polygamous, but anyway here it goes..
We started out as seat-mates in high school, became close friends since we both spent a lot of time chatting with each other, though I had a girlfriend at that time we still managed to chat daily and somehow spend time with each other and helping each other out with our respective love lives... It came to a point where in my gf and i would argue,fuss and fight over her.. ky nagselos lagi.. and na threaten daw xa.. so ni abot na ang point nga nagbuwag jd mi sa aq gf...
She was there for me and we became even closer.. ni abot na ang time nga nahibaw.an nq nga naa xay na feel para nq from her bestfriend.. but wa nq g.huna2x ky i treated her as my bestfriend nmn pd at that time..
But everything changed when we watched a movie nya aq xang g.hatud sa ila.. nya ni kalit lng xag kupot sa aqng kamot.. nya hug.. did2 na nagsugod ang among relasyon.. everything was smooth a lot of goods yet there are still times nga mag away gamay pero ma sulbad ra..
She was the best thing that happened in my life.. and I was the guy that she loved, at that time that was all that mattered...
but ni abot ang time nga nanglaki xa nq.. i knew about it because a close friend of mine told me.. i confronted her.. she didnt deny it, i forgave her.. and we were back to normal..
but again everything changed when pdng nami college a2.. just a few months b4 mag start ang skul year ni kalit xag ka usab.. nga i was becoming a hindrance etc.. nya daghan excuses.. nya ako wa jd ko nagpalabot.. ky nganung sauna dile man.. but then ni kalit lng.. sa dihang nagsugod na ang school year nya nakit.an nq xa nga naay kauban lain laki... NASAD.. All her alibis of me being this and that were only cover ups... ky ang tinuod iya na jd dae kong biyaan ky naa xay lain laki.. unsaon... ana pa xay "your the best thing that happened in my life, ayaw jd ug ka wala ha?" ... Loslos hahaha at that time wa pa mi formally nag part ug ways.. sa did2 nang nagpart mi ug ways.. sakit kaau... ky iya g.hapung g.sulti ky about school and stuff.. ky wala man ko nagpa.ila nga kabaw nq nga naa npd xay laing laki...
Sugod a2 hatred reigned my heart.. i drowned my self with sports,alcohol almost anything to take her of my mind.. but sad to say.. I still loved her.. after a few years of no commu she communicated with me... nangumusta xa.. nya ni ingn daun.. "PWEDE MANGUTANG??" DI MADA ang ka BAGA UG NAWNG hahahaha wa nlng jd naikog sa iyang g.buhat nga kasakit nq.. but within those years of being away from her.. she already knew nga kbw ko naa xay laing laki..
It took me 2 years of self pity to finally move on and having the strength and courage to some what forgive her... Now ky murag Bitter-Friend-Bitter-Friend-hi-hello-bitter-friends-strangers-repeat ang akong treatment towards niya.. ni try xag balik nq a couple of times but I couldn't.. the thoughts of repeated infidelity and pain would always rush through... and my heart wouldn't let me.. But that part is now over she is out of MY HEART,MIND, and SYSTEM! hehe I learned a lot! it made me stronger and now a more cautious and furious man))
Currently finding someone who would treat me right and love me![]()
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