Chapter XX
Holding on and letting go..
I made a mistake for telling a half truth. I was very honest with my feelings to her (my wife), I know that for sure. Time came that I hurt her so much that I don't think anybody can handle. A half-truth is a whole lie.
That was very stupid of me. And I knew that the whole world could have hated me.
Holding on for what I have at that moment. The guilt conquers my stand. I was blaming myself fro everything that happened.
"I am sorry that I loved you..." words came out from my mouth. I was trying to hold her and wrap her with my arms. But she pushed me away.
Then came pride. Drove my love away from my heart. Not knowing what she really felt, I acted and make her feel uneasy about the situation. To tell you all honestly, I am not good in handling relationships at first.
When her tears fall down like rain, my heart crushed and felt like being crumpled (more like an open-heart surgery tingali). She was still pushing me away but I insisted.
I reasoned out, defending a lie. Stupid me again.
And we broke up.
After an hour and 23 minutes of silence and subbing. "Mo-uli na ko.." she said.
"Cge, ihatud ta ka.." I replied.
"Ayaw na. Bakakon!" she answered immediately.
To be continued..




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d man jud na malikayan ang storm sa relationship dba? pero ug love nimo ang tao diba e fight mana nimo tanan.. 