For me kay dili ni xa cheap. It's just a form of expression. I had an experience when i was in college about this. I sent someone a letter and kept that secret for 3 years. He didn't even know that it was me who sent the letter despite the fact that we knew each other personally.
I was a coward man gud kay basig nya i-reject ko niya. Although dili man jud xa heartthrob nga dghan magka crush. he's not the typical good looking atenean wasting money for no good. He's just simple, charming, smart, talented, loves art and most of all he loves music. Ma head over heels baya daun ko anang hawod muguitara ug mukanta.
Mao toh, so we exchanged letters thru email. Maski magkita ra mi sa foodcourt or sa gazebo, magpansinay sa each other pero wala xa kabalo nga i was his secret admirer diay hahaha. We're good friends but not close if reality ang istoryahan but when it comes to our letters, we're like bestfriends.
Until the point came na he wanted to meet me and ako sad gaga kaau, talawan lagi, wa jud nagpakita kay ka uwaw kaya. bata pa sad ko ato oi 17 years old. Then one day, i decided to stop sending letters and decided to face my own reality. So, mao to murag end na sa among story.
After 3 years, 3 days before sa graduation, nagkasakay mi sa jeep. since frnds man mi, nagpansinay jud mi. Tama diay, silingan pa jud diay mi hahaha. I was thinking at that whole time na nagkasakay mi nga unfair for him not to know the truth altough i had a bf na at that time an he also had someone special with him. Yet the fact remained that I owed him the truth.
Drama au ang effect coz it was raining and I asked him na muna-og sa jeep kay naa ko isulti. So being a good person that he was, nirespeto ra sad xa ug ni naog sa jeep. Para nako, that was the bravest thing so far kadto nga moment na akong nabuhat toward the opposite ***. For the very first time, I was not a coward at all.
So ana xa, "o ngano diay? Unsa imo sulti?" Mao to ana ko nga sorry kaayo kay naa jud ko dako kaau nga sala sa imo and i think it's time for you to know kay mugraduate naman ta and anyway naa na kay uyab but still for old time's sake ug para naa closure ako na jud ka ingnan .
So mao to naglibog xa kay maski unsa daw niya huna huna wa jud daw xa ma think nga reason why ko naa sala sa iya. So i gave him mga ginagmay nga hint then ana xa, I have something in mind but you have to tell me para ma confirm nako.
So mao to, db nag ulan man, syempre naa mi sa naay atop nga waiting shed aron dili mi mabasa. He was facing the road and I was facing him and finally i said: "Remember these words: As ur fingers flicker on the strings, it seems to create an uncommon melody that could awaken one's heart and soul?" So mao daun to, ni atubang xa nako and reached his hand para mag pa ila-ila or shake hands then ana daun xa: "Hi I'm Marcus, it's nice to finally meet you yLegna"...
So we shook hands and we hug each other. grabe, the feeling was incredible kana ganing after how many years, wa na kay secret. kay before if magkita mi sa hallway and he was so friendly and i was friendly too pero if humana among talk kay sige ko think nga "mao man to xa ako crush sa frst year oh nga ako gipadalhan sa letter, wala pa jud xa kabalo nga ko to." so ang guilt feeling kay wala na, then i'm totally free.
then ana xa nga it's nice for me to tell him the truth coz dugay na unta daw xa gusto mag thank u sa ako, ana pa xa: "u know what, i still keep ur letters (naa man sad gud ko mga creative snail mail letters na gipadala thru classmates hehehe) and they remind me that someone could still like me. Kasi I was always the one who keep on liking someone else, but because of you, i realized that i could be liked as well. So thank you for helping me realize that I am also worthy to be admired.."
So mao ni xa akong share ani nga thread. taas taas pero I hope nga u guys would think nga dili man cheap if muhatag ug letter ang grl sa guy. Again, it is just a form of expression and in my case, I helped a frn na mu increase iyang self esteem. I helped him realized na naay hope when it comes to opposite ***. So mao to, he's actually happy right now with his GF for 8 years and counting. Mao ni iya GF tong college after sa among exhange letter churva. So kato. Hope naa ramoy nakuha nga realization ani akong gishare guys
chao
Re: Cheap or Not: Girls giving Love letters?
Re: Cheap or Not: Girls giving Love letters?
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peace TK....
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