just wanna share a poem i made for the one who hurts me

[crush_23]

^^

i have moved on as i chose to be
with my new found love as u can see
do not be weary u can always share
the sentiments that u cant bear

love has always been msyterious
and u cant break the miseries
but not all is about sadness
for it sure has happinesss

be strong and patient
uL be happy just like what i get
goodluck to the choice uv made
hope ur both destined and will be blessed

[LeeLeePot]

I can't look at you because I don't need to... for I have a new girl.. someone new...
Yes I can walk out of that door because there's no more... you and me.. to adore

The old pictures we have are just a faded memory, something out of a long lost history...,
I am really sorry if our love didn't work out..its just the way it is.. in my mind no doubt..
I agree, let's end the pain.. for one day.. you will be happy.. our lost love is all that remains..

I have someone new, someone different totally from you.
there are no more tears to cry because I have her to call my boo...
So hush and dry your tears because I must go.. I don't care anymore about our love..
its just a thing of the past.. like the clouds above...
there are many things in this life we can't answer... just as a disease like cancer...
we have to cut this out so that it can't grow.. and muster the fate that our lost love have already melted, like snow.

Goodbye is never an easy way to say.. it is just that my love for you have already gone away

then go beyond and close the door. no! don't turn around.
i guess this is how it goes down. i wouldn't make a sound.
go with your girl. listen well to your heart.
but don't go back to me if she fails her part.

and yes someday, these tears will run dry.
someday i'll manage to face you without a sigh.
this lips that quiver when it whispers your name,
will be hushed by another that will not see me lame.

so spare me with that look of pity. that' not what i need.
go to your girl from whom you so much heed.
i've been a good girl but grant me, i pray, this moment to be bad,
i wish you to feel someday the same pain that made me sad.

nuff said. magmeeting sa daw mi. lol. nadali nuon ug human.

[petketz]

so many years have past
i couldnt forget u said iL be ur last
yet i ddnt regret if it ddnt work out
bcoz im happy nw without a doubt

i have learned not to believe in promises
for everything was just mere fantacies
like fairytales with no happy ending
like waking up in a bad dream

all things i remember and i just smile from there
after all, iv been tougher that ever
and if iL see u again i wann thank u
coz i was stronger without you

Of all the years have past
I was wishing secretly that you could be my last
I know it was a mistake to promise this to you
but my reason is clearly enough for you

I know I have given you a lot of expectations
like fantacies and fairytales to be like in our situations
but now that I have let you sleep in a nightmare
and waking you up in a room without an air

I am the reason for your pain and sufferings
but I just can't stand with this fake feelings
now that I heard you are happy now without me
I have nothing to do but to hope you could always be

petketz....grabeh ahh!charus...hahah

Anyways, what should i say?

Then can i fight for that love and let's be together for a while
Let's just see if we can still work it out
Maybe you'll change your mind
And see that it's me you'll be with till you die.

Please, don't go, I am begging you
Coz seeing you go is hurting me so
The pain of it makes my heart cry
That even a lollipop can't even make me smile.

I promise i'll be good enough
For you to be so proud
That you have the girl who love
And will care for you without a single doubt.

Are you that willing to fight for us
knowing that leaving you is a must
We have spent enough time to work this out
But still my mind didn't change even my mouth

I don't wanna go but I just have to
please don't beg for me for it might stop me for doing so
and I don't want to see us apart again in the end
and for sure we can't be remain as friends

to promise that you will be good enough for me
Is supposed to be my line and I hope I could be
I am no longer your man starting tomorrow
for I have left you a great sorrow

sukol pa ko oi...hehe

[petketz]

then go beyond and close the door. no! don't turn around.
i guess this is how it goes down. i wouldn't make a sound.
go with your girl. listen well to your heart.
but don't go back to me if she fails her part.

and yes someday, these tears will run dry.
someday i'll manage to face you without a sigh.
this lips that quiver when it whispers your name,
will be hushed by another that will not see me lame.

so spare me with that look of pity. that' not what i need.
go to your girl from whom you so much heed.
i've been a good girl but grant me, i pray, this moment to be bad,
i wish you to feel someday the same pain that made me sad.

nuff said. magmeeting sa daw mi. lol. nadali nuon ug human.

I have closed my door beyond your control
but I don't plan on turning around coz I'm not a fool
I have followed my heart well since I have part
becoz I have always doubt us since from the start

I know you have cried a lot and barely could stop
but as you can see my eyes have also dropped
I'm sorry for I have replaced you to someone new
the one that I haven't told you but you already knew

I don't pity you that much bcoz I know that you're tough
please don't curse us and let us live with our own stuff
for someday I know you could also find someone better
so stop crying now so you could be happy later

[Pillow]

later lang mo.. pa take.a sa kog exam.. gubat ta unya. wahhahahha... kudos everyone.

para poetic akong pag exit..

later we shall see
just let me take my exams so let me be.
wait for my replies
im not here to say goodbye.

hahahhah..cge na oi.

[azaleayve]

Of all the years have past
I was wishing secretly that you could be my last
I know it was a mistake to promise this to you
but my reason is clearly enough for you

I know I have given you a lot of expectations
like fantacies and fairytales to be like in our situations
but now that I have let you sleep in a nightmare
and waking you up in a room without an air

I am the reason for your pain and sufferings
but I just can't stand with this fake feelings
now that I heard you are happy now without me
I have nothing to do but to hope you could always be

Being in a nightmare is different
Than be with you 'coz it is a living hell
I can't imagine how i managed to be
With someone who ruined my dreams

No, that wasn't a fairytale
Thus, a horror film
You were wandering inside my self
And ruining every bit of it.

Yes, I am happy with my someone new
He is someone not like you
He can make me smile and laugh without hesitation
And proudly takes me to the world without expectations

[azaleayve]

Are you that willing to fight for us
knowing that leaving you is a must
We have spent enough time to work this out
But still my mind didn't change even my mouth

I don't wanna go but I just have to
please don't beg for me for it might stop me for doing so
and I don't want to see us apart again in the end
and for sure we can't be remain as friends

to promise that you will be good enough for me
Is supposed to be my line and I hope I could be
I am no longer your man starting tomorrow
for I have left you a great sorrow

sukol pa ko oi...hehe

If this is already the end
Then let's close the curtain with a nice end
Be honest and spit it out
Were you even happy back then?

I won't hold grudges if you really want to go
I would accept my fate if it is true
I hope you'll be happy with all your decisions
And not regret it like others do.

I maybe in despair today,
Rest assured it's not because of you
But because of the love i felt and lost
The battle i've been struggling for too long.

Sadly, everything has it's end
You and I need to part ways,
I will always treasure the mem'ries
And will be glad remembering it.

I truly doubt it, you and me won't work out
It's like both of us are directions, you're North and I'm South
You don't deserve me, I'm a guy with nothing to fed your mouth
I don't know how long will your patients would go 'til it pass out

I'll repeat my words, and repeat what I've said
If that would make you convinced that everything we have is dead
I'll don't want to hurt you like this but what can I do
I'm in love with someone else, sorry it was really not you

(I'm shouting in bold)
I wanna cry, and cry out loud
I'm seeing myself in you, begging to be love
Why is the world this cruel and all
Why can't it be always mutual when you fall <--- emote ngari na linya

I don't need the map nor the compass
To tell me if you really are mine
I just felt it within me
And i know it's you till the end.

If for you everything is dead
Then i'll rise again from the dead
Not to have you again
But to change what needs to be changed.

So now you are experiencing
The feeling of begging to someone else
Then I must say, and really say
That karma really exists.

Oh how cruel is thy world
For making me live like a big mess
For being like a robot
Of just functioning not feeling.

Since you left i felt the emptiness within
Having witnessed the colors turned gray
Of having those laughter fade away
And living a life without meaning.

Then now, I wanna cry and shout
Just listening to the music of my sad life
Can't find the meaning of life
For I just lost it together with my heart.

[azaleayve]

In all honesty I'm happy you understand me
You fought for your love and I feel it's purity
But why can't this girl that I love do as what you did
No, never mind, just forget what I've said

You're beautiful, talented, and mysterious
I'm sure lots of guys would want you deadly serious
Just keep it cool, just like what you did to me
I know for sure, someone would come along and fulfill your destiny

Keep safe and don't forget to smile
The hurts will soon go away, all will be worthwhile
I'm sorry if everything you planned was ruined because of me
I will be happy if you take me as friend and not an enemy...

Thank you for being honest
For telling me straight that you love someone else
But isn't it strange?
You want her to do what i just did.

Fighting my love for you is extraordinary
Please don't compare it to her blatantly
It is clear as the sky up above us
That she cannot love you like I.

For all those praises you just said
I know it's really what you see in me
Because these are what I was trying to be
Someone you can tell the world your destiny.

The pain will go away,
But the scar shall remain deep within
I really hope we can be friends
But sadly I really can't pretend.

[petketz]

Being in a nightmare is different
Than be with you 'coz it is a living hell
I can't imagine how i managed to be
With someone who ruined my dreams

No, that wasn't a fairytale
Thus, a horror film
You were wandering inside my self
And ruining every bit of it.

Yes, I am happy with my someone new
He is someone not like you
He can make me smile and laugh without hesitation
And proudly takes me to the world without expectations

Letting you sleep in a nightmare was never my intention
we even dreamed some fairytales involving our future direction
I was not wondering at yourself while trying to love you
For I did everything not just to love you but also to stay with you

The beauty before is a horror for you now
I just can't helped it but to ask myself somehow
why can't I just love the girl who truly loves me
maybe this is the real meaning of people who's not meant to be

I'm so glad that you are happy and I respected you for that matter
but please respect me too and don't compare me to the other
truly he can make you smile and make your world go round
I just hope that your someone new will always make you safe and sound

[azaleayve]

Letting you sleep in a nightmare was never my intention
we even dreamed some fairytales involving our future direction
I was not wondering at yourself while trying to love you
For I did everything not just to love you but also to stay with you

The beauty before is a horror for you now
I just can't helped it but to ask myself somehow
why can't I just love the girl who truly loves me
maybe this is the real meaning of people who's not meant to be

I'm so glad that you are happy and I respected you for that matter
but please respect me too and don't compare me to the other
truly he can make you smile and make your world go round
I just hope that your someone new will always make you safe and sound

OT:Nice..hahah, ngaon ta chocolate with background nga sad songs to make me more gana in making my counter poem....

This feeling of being hurt is just natural
For a girl who love someone so true
I won't pretend that I didn't love you
Nor all the feelings i had for you.

Accept my apology for comparing you
I was just overwhelmed with what he shows
And made me think if you showed me those too
Making me feel I'm loved and secured.

We built dreams together as one
But i guess it will only remain as that
For I am building my future with someone
And it is a realistic one