I understand your plight on this note. I'm disappointed too at some of the abuses inside the Church but everytime I hear about these "attacks" I remember this phrase,
"Destroy the shepherd, scatter the sheep."
This is what the
Evil One is trying to do. Attack the head so the rest of the body will fall apart easily. The downside of this though is that it tends to discourage the faithful and undermine those whose beliefs are somewhat on shaky ground.
As for me eventhough there are corrupt officials inside the Church, I still pray and retain in my mind and heart that these depravities do not change the nature (the Church) for which she stands, the truth on Christ's love for us His creatures.
In laymen's terms, even if a man loses all his limbs or even his sanity, it does not change the fact that he is still a human being, capable of love and being loved. I hope I shed some light on this.
