Death in the Family

[mommyOF1]

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ako bitaw no grabe pd ko encounter with death..

June 21, 2008 ni pass away ak fiancee (1 month before our wedding day)
July 28, 2008 I found out I was preggy with my fiancee (whom ni pass away)
August 4, 2008 my mom passed away of cardiac arrest

pinaka ka hivy nga trial ni God sakong faith niya
kanang bitawng kaguol nga walay kabutangan
kamingaw nga dili nimu ma togkad
emptiness, loneliness, tanan.. mao to ang pinaka sakit nga ako na experience.. sakit nga walay tambal
ug naa pa ko kaliwat buang na buang na siguro ko mayo nalang wala
pinaka sakit gyd nga ma numb nalang ka.. nya mabdos paka
and wala ko nk mourn sakong mom bc I'm afraid na ma affectahan akong baby

ambot lang hangtod karun i cannot put in writing how I survived
si God ray mktobag ug giunsa to nako

To my lov, thank you for the wonderful gift, our little boy.
To my mom, I love you so much.

ga tubod na ako luhaaaaa

[acecrystal]

ako bitaw no grabe pd ko encounter with death..

June 21, 2008 ni pass away ak fiancee (1 month before our wedding day)
July 28, 2008 I found out I was preggy with my fiancee (whom ni pass away)
August 4, 2008 my mom passed away of cardiac arrest

pinaka ka hivy nga trial ni God sakong faith niya
kanang bitawng kaguol nga walay kabutangan
kamingaw nga dili nimu ma togkad
emptiness, loneliness, tanan.. mao to ang pinaka sakit nga ako na experience.. sakit nga walay tambal
ug naa pa ko kaliwat buang na buang na siguro ko mayo nalang wala
pinaka sakit gyd nga ma numb nalang ka.. nya mabdos paka
and wala ko nk mourn sakong mom bc I'm afraid na ma affectahan akong baby

ambot lang hangtod karun i cannot put in writing how I survived
si God ray mktobag ug giunsa to nako

To my lov, thank you for the wonderful gift, our little boy.
To my mom, I love you so much.

ga tubod na ako luhaaaaa

hala no... in time you'd be healed sis.. there must be reasons cguro why everything happened...

sometimes we feel gipasagdan jud ta sa fate... hold on to your faith and look forward to give birth to a healthy baby boy...

[jofer]

last january 21 2011 i lost my bestfriend.he had a heart attack.one of the best that ever happened to my life was when i knew him.he's like a brother and a friend.i only have a handful of friends whom i consider my true friends.siya pa jud ang nawala my and my family will keep him in our hearts forever.

[acecrystal]

decades might have passed,but I still long for my little sister I miss u baby ..wish u were here with us baby

[b1 huck]

They all gone because God needs them in heaven... Don't you all worry... They are in God's good hands...

[doi]

my brother just passed away yesterday and i can't be there for his wake and funeral .
it's really hard to accept the fact that he's gone and i'm never gonna see, talk and feel him again...

i hope he's in a happy place right now. we miss you and we love you kuya!

[jonz]

March 2008 My Dad pass away, He died in front of me, He was sick and doctor inform me He will survive in 3 months but naabot pa cya ug 6months..

Sept 2009 my grandma pasaway
Sept2009 the same day my uncle also passaway

May10 2011 my grandpa (husband sa akong lola who died sept2009 also passaway

[keshapuppy]

my favorite uncle passed away last january,.bcoz of leukemia..i miss him alot! it made me think... why do God loves to take the god ones nd let the bad ones live =(( may he rest in peace...