i have been going through a most difficult time in my life lately. it is one of the biggest reason i became an istoryan. one complication overflowing and can no more be contained any longer.
i have gone through a lot of reads with the desire to learn, and i realized there is one ultimate solution to all the pains a mortal heart can suffer.
NO, it is not suicide. i have been into metaphysical readings, and i am convinced that ending one's mortal life does not terminate the soul..and the hurts associated with our existence in this plane.
the solution is therefore losing one's self.
NO, it is not amnesia either. for the pain still remains. patients who lose their memories of events, persons, and places.. mysteriously still remember the hurts.
the ultimate solution is INSANITY!
becoming a new person. garbage they may seem to the society of "normal" individuals, but they become entirely new persons upon themselves.
lose sanity.. stop the hurts.. be happy..
love hurts big time...
now i understand
what they try to say to me..
how you suffered for your sanity..