Vargosh!

Age

35

About Vargosh!

Biography:

Hey you, whoever you will be;)Let's make a mistake that's worth a thousand memories, take the night and share a secret,Let's blame the alcohol, stare at the stars and complicate ourselves without the pains of regret...For darling, I am much more than what they can all see...-Through the haze and unfamiliarity of an emotion I rarely felt, I tried hard to become what I thought you had wanted me to be. But in the pursuit of your happiness, I neglected mine and lost sight of who I needed to be.Keep in mind that I can always opt to rebuild what you have chosen to destroy;)--As a kid, my parents used to to kiss all of my fears away. As I grew older, bitter and more jaded...I always wondered who would see and kiss all of my tears away? ;)--And before everything ends, I will eventually learn how to save me from myself ;)-- I wouldn't and will not want to be deemed ignorant of what is morally and legally right. Taking up law changed my perception that was once skewed by what society dictates is right. Laws govern the rules of society, our morality which illustrates our conscience governs everything else - -Surviving life as a 20 year old girl was moderately difficult: I let everyone else decide or dictate how I run my life. As a 22 year old female, I've grown a pair and took my life by the reins;)--I pride myself upon my ability to be HIGHLY UNPREDICTABLE, SPONTANEOUS and RANDOM. My head is a salad of thoughts, my actions a mixture of erratic ideas and perceived notions. To me, routine is something to be construed as boring and bland. Because I am neither, I always try to make people second guess me, be as crazy random and fun as I could, and be as unpredictable as I CAN BE:) Let's face it, my head is the only solace I have in this crazy world, so it's best if no one can actually "misread" my thoughts through my crazy actions and understand it as something else. So in turn, to give spice to life and to abolish boredom and routine, like the weather, I am crazy random, spontaneous and unpredictable:)--I've learned that in life it's never benefited anyone to face an issue with a poker face. Better show what's on your mind than keep mum about what the hell is going on inside your head:)--I'm stubborn as a mule, and though I appreciate concern and loyalty, giving me unsolicited advices is another thing. Those advices will be subjected to ridicule and scathing sarcasm. I have my own principles and beliefs abreast. And though I FIRMLY follow and keep them in heart, I NEVER IMPOSE them on others. So please, I'm old enough to know what's right for me. If you're a friend, be my friend:D not my freelance therapist:)--When I'm in love, I always GIVE my all, people AROUND me will NEVER get a say on it. If I deem it RIGHT for me, it is. If you give up on something that makes you happy, you're foolish;) I MAY be crazy...but I'm not foolish:)-I NEVER tolerate DECEIT, LIES and MOST ESPECIALLY...gross manipulation.-I'm a proud lioness, a leo at heart--I dont have an impossibly flat stomach but then again, approximately 40 percent of the world doesnt have one either--When I'm quiet, that means I'm thinking and usually I have a lot to contemplate about.--When I'm bored, upset, angry, inspired or in love, I play with words and manipulate them in ways to suit my current emotion and or situation.I love wordplay, I can do it anywhere, everywhere and at anytime too:)--I love VARIETY and SPONTANEITY, routine bores me--I do NOT have lofty standards, I just NEVER ever really settle for less--I am deftly afraid of rejection. I've faced seven rejections before. So tell me, why in hell should I sustain one more?!--I have my best confidence in the matter that the world can still laugh with me while I am laughing at myself--If there

Interests:

Soccer, Maserati MC12, Laag, Backpacking, Surfing, Road trips, Cash, God Still Performs Miracles Eve

Occupation:

Stormtrooper