princize

Precious Illusion

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, 11-13-2015 at 11:36 AM (1568 Views)

When you say you're staying because it's me you wanted, make sure you mean it. Or you're just wasting your f***ing time. Because I'm already tired of the chase, I'm tired of all the BS. Life is too short to build a relationship you don't even wanted at the first place.

I'm tired of being your teddy bear that gives you comfort when the real live person isn't there. While it's not exactly fair for you, for me to expect you can snap out fast from your last failed relationship, worse a marriage life you had, I can't seem to look at the issue at the positive light anymore especially when trust is broken between us, when betrayal has happened over and over again.

I don't need someone who sneak around behind my back after giving my trust. I have already loved you more than I loved anyone else, more than I have loved my self. You have reminded me that love shouldn't be this way, love should allow you to love yourself more. I'll take all the blame of your another failed relationship but I will never take a relationship full of lies, dishonesty and betrayal. I'm f***ing done being your doormat... I'm done being your comforter... I'm done being the sideline and the spare-tire all along. I'll take my love away from you and give it to someone else who deserves this kind of love. I don't need your kind of love - your love is a precious illusion.

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iampaul07 - 11-13-2015 05:47 PM
so full of hate & pain.. awww
princize - 11-14-2015 11:42 AM
indeed... that's how when you feel you have more than enough. awww
iampaul07 - 11-14-2015 03:14 PM
"I'll take my love away from you and give it to someone else who deserves this kind of love" - the next one will be lucky
luff101 - 11-15-2015 05:36 AM
I think you should love yourself more than anyone else before giving it to others.
re_con - 11-17-2015 01:59 PM
sorry hap, but unsay meaning sa BS?
re_con - 11-17-2015 02:03 PM
lisod gyud ning mainlove ka ug too much.. better love yourself much and much and much....

Mean what you say, lisod gyud ning naay mo ingon nimo nga love lagi taka but his actions shows the opposite...
balskie - 11-17-2015 02:46 PM
i can feel your pain. i'm glad you have got over it. coz only the one you love can really hurt you
princize - 11-17-2015 03:10 PM
@re_con its Bullsh*t hihi yes i agree with you! Many times i've seen and felt that.. it's not only painful but very degrading as well..
princize - 11-17-2015 03:24 PM
@balskie this is soooo true!
balskie - 11-17-2015 04:14 PM
all we can do is live with the pain. i'm so sorry for you. that you have to experience such a degradation. just remember the good times you had with him and forget the bad. this way you will be able to do away with the hate. coz hate will corrode your soul
Passport - 11-17-2015 08:10 PM
there is a thread on how far is the distance between pain and happiness when one gives all for love... i say pain often is the shadow of happiness, or vice versa... for love is indeed a risk, a risk worth taking

... let the pressure off your chest girl.. you are strong...
balskie - 11-17-2015 10:07 PM
you are a gifted writer. keep on blogging
kid_blade - 11-18-2015 11:53 AM
Failed relationships were not a waste of time, investing time is actually the key to your happy ending story. You can't just say "hey you're my my love of my life" with out even wasting time. Later you'll realize that it wasn't a waste of time but rather a learning process in preparation for the real one.
princize - 11-19-2015 10:49 AM
@kid_blade true, that's one good thing left.. there's no regret coz i've tried and did my best.. maybe it doesn't work out lang jud.
@balskie Thanks flattered much...
princize - 11-19-2015 10:52 AM
@Passport love is a risk... worth taking but sometimes it's sad to realize at the end that you've took the risk of loving someone who isn't worth the effort. Sometimes, we do it not just for the sake of love, but for the sake of the person we love.

Thanks PP, pm me perhaps where I can find the thread? hihihi
Passport - 11-19-2015 11:30 AM
every thing happens for a reason, there is always a purpose in all things that happen, we never meet people for nothing... we may never know that reason nor purpose, we do not have to, except to accept the fact that life worth living is love worth having... they who chose not to be in our lives, must be set free, sometimes we are just sparrows in a hurricane... they fly away, and we just have to be on our own destiny too.

Updated 11-22-2015 at 10:14 AM by Passport
balskie - 11-20-2015 07:11 PM
the best way to heal a broken heart is to find someone new.
someone who this time will be true to you
balskie - 11-20-2015 07:19 PM
this song from the monkees is dedicated to princeze. let's just say i'm your follower because i can empathize with you. i felt the pain you are feeling now. when my girlfriend for 10 years married another man.

The Monkees – I'll Be True To You Lyrics

I'll be true to you, yes I will
I'll be true to you, yes I will
I won't look twice when
The other girls go by
I'll be true to you, yes I will

Somehow this time, it's all so clear to me
The way to go is easy to see
My heart is sure you're
The girl I've waited for
And I'll be true to you, yes I will

Yes I will
I used to be the kind
Who said that every girl's the same
And love was just a game for having fun
But when I looked at you
I knew that I was wrong
And that I really could belong to only one

I'll be true to you, yes I will
Every dream that you have, I'll fulfill
I never promised this to anyone before
But I'll be true to you, yes I will

I'll be true to you, yes I will
Every dream that you have, I'll fulfill

I never promised this to anyone before
But I'll be true to you, yes I will
Yes I will, yes I will
woga - 11-20-2015 07:23 PM
Your blog gives me the chills, because I can relate to it... A portion of it is the other way around on my part.

A married status is such a burden... No matter how much we hold on... the cause will always be because of the status.
slabdans - 11-21-2015 10:46 AM
Originally Posted by princize

indeed... that's how when you feel you have more than enough. awww

awww.......