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i was scanning some status messages on my sister's facebook wall when i read her status about a note she found inserted in between the books i own back in my room. the note stirred a lot of emotions inside me:

i loved you: it may be that love has not completely died in my soul; but let it trouble you no longer; i do not wish to sadden you in any way. i loved you silently, hopelessly, tormented now by shyness and now by jealousy; i loved you so sincerely, so tenderly, as God grant ...

i got a 5-day leave to celebrate my birthday. i didn't expect my birthday leave would comprise only of staying at home and swallowing pills for colds. i am sneezing non stop! i feel like a disturbance when i sneeze even if i cover my nose and mouth when i sneeze. it's like i'm spreading a virus or something.

my mother was 24 when she got married and had me. i am now 24 and i am here in this net cafe with a browser that sucks and a usb port that can't be read! i wish i was back in Laguna where the pc is damn good and the internet is flowing like water. brrrr...!!!

i am 24 and so far what i've achieved is my job which does not require me to take calls but pays a lot than those that are enslaved by phones. i have bought a laptop, an LED tv, some good appliances, a touch screen phone, and ...

i booked tickets already and had all my schedule drafted in my Starbucks 2011 planner a week before my birthday which is tomorrow, August 20,2011. I had it all made out and I'm a bit excited about it actually. I've been itching to tell my plans to the world but i am scared that fate would hear it and might intervene and ultimately ruin what i had sorted out so it was best for me to shut up. well, here is the list of my plan for my 5-day birthday holiday.

~ i booked a flight in PAL ...

i've always believed that dreams are warning signs for the future to come and that i have to heed and be wary about it. last night, i dreamt of me and a friend whom i called Maya (although i think that Maya was also me since i don't have any friends with that name and my second name is May) that we were being chased by a snake. i don't know what i was doing but i was looking at Maya running around and I was screaming her the instructions on what she must do. Now, I've learned thru Discovery that ...

i'll turn 24 on the 20th. this would be the birthday i surely can't forget. this is the 1st birthday that i am not excited to celebrate. i wish something would happen.

Hymn to Isis

For I am the first and the last
I am the venerated and the despised
I am the prostitute and the saint
I am the wife and the virgin
I am the mother and the daughter
I am the arms of my mother
I am barren and my children are many
I am the married woman and the spinster
I am the woman who gives birth and she
who never procreated
I am the consolation for the pain of birth
I am the wife and the husband
And ...