LeeLeePot

i just slept and i woke up with an aching ear....


and my eyes are itchy too...


and i am scared of doctors!

if you can't look at me with that familiar stare you give me before;
if you can't live up to my whining more and more;
if you can't take it any longer and you just want to walk out that door;
let's have a wrap up before our hearts get sore.

if you can't seem to remember how it felt when we first met;
when the pain i have caused you is just too hard to forget;
when forgiving me takes up a revenge that you won't regret;
then let's end this tale before ...

HE WAS

He was my home but then he left me.
Now, there's nowhere that I will ever be.
He was my pet and I was his queen.
Now, I'm just a part of what he had been.
He was my partner and he was my life.
He even screamed to the whole world that I was his wife.
He was my playmate, the only joy in my pain--
That when he broke my heart, i knew i'd be insane!
He was my torture, he holds my soul,
He's the blood in my heart that keeps me living ...

I don't quite understand what's in your heart.
damn! i don't even know where to start!
your fingers trailing sweetly in my skin
are from the same hands that sent me crying.

I don't have no idea what's in your head,
but i know these tears are visible in our bed.
you want to be with me, but you think about her!
and when i ask for some clarification, you just wouldn't answer!

why can't you just go ahead and leave me here in pain?!
...

one day, i'll finally be out of debt!
one day, i can shop again till i drop!
one day, i will find again what makes me happy and will conclude again that my life is a perfect bliss, thus, it is boring.
one day, i can live with the man who would be so inlove with me that he won't let me go and would make happier than i ever thought i was.
one day, i will have my loved ones in one place.
one day, i will have that smile back.
one day, i will see myself enjoying the ...

dear child,

i am still three and twenty years living and you're still five. you know not of my existence and you need not know of it actually. i am just flustered with the recent events that occured that made a complete 360 degrees sommersault in my life-- it was the day i heard the news about you. note that i am not blaming you dear. i am just telling you a tale that you might read perhaps one day when you reached the age of reason and of love.

your father met your ...

A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that i never paid enough attention
Or did I not give enough affection
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone,
You can write it in a letter
Either way I have to know
Did I never treat you ...