I recall as tears well up my eyes... Knees bent. Hands clenched. A clear image of you looking far away is what I see... I am sincerely sorry. Sorry. (speechless) I don't wanna lose you this way 'cause I never really wanna lose you. The chance will always be treasured as much as I am going to treasure you more now. It's not easy for you. I was so ungrateful. Still thank you. I'm still ...