you ever had that experience wherein you learned that your best friend is keeping something from you? well, it happened to me today. i was not hurt when i learned her secret. i was deeply hurt to know that she did not trust me enough to share that to me. we have been friends for a long time and i've already proved that i could accept whatever she was. it just wasn't easy to accept that i was being lied to. it made me question how good ...
there's always that one person whom you think about everyday. we met. we talked. that's all we had and nothing else. i wished that it would be you, but it was just an illusion, and now i know better. i don't like forcing things. if you're not for me, why should i change you? sure, it's the same stuff i say to myself over and over again. but one day, you'll disappear from my mind and i won't have time to think about you anymore. ...
Do you think of me, when you least expect it? like when you're cooking or watching a television show or you're with your friends? DO you find yourself sifting through the memories of what we shared? I know as long as you are happy, i can go through with my life. But, it still kills me to see you happy without me, because i know she deserves you more than i do. When i think of you now, it's bittersweet. I'm probably half-insane for still ...