splendid moonlight

It's true what my grandmother used to quote, "It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all."

It's corny, yes, but it's true. I have experienced not being able to feel anything - that is, I know what being emotionally numb is like - and it's hell. It doesn't make me feel human at all. Sometimes it makes me feel beneath human, other times it makes me feel above human. Neither feels good. If I were to gain some kind of power over most humans, I didn't ...