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Sama sa kahoyng nabuhi ibabaw ning pangpang,
kining pagbati walay lipod daghan ang gisagubang,
niturok nga wala mahibal-e ang kasiguradoan,
mag agad lamang nga mabisbisan ug moulan.

Ang kinabuhi ning kalibutan walay igong hinungdan,
mga ugat nagkapot sa mga bato ug pinasagdan,
naglaom makalungtad hangtod sa mga umaabot,
ning nahimutangan mainampingon untang maibot.

Mahatagan mo ug bili kining daw sagbot tan-awon,
nga diha kanimo ...

I want to close my eyes & feel the rain touching my skin with your arms wrap around me.

I want to hold you close and feel the warmth of your touch.

I want to feel your lips kissing me in the pouring rain.

I want to hear the beating of your heart as if in eager anticipation.

I want to soar high in heaven with you till we find our own ecstasy.

I want to hear my soul find its rhythm that match the melody of your heart. ...

well not that their ghosts are still haunting...cause they're not..and no i'm not denying...

it just dawned on me...how far i've come..

from puppy loves....to tumultuous relationships...to pretentious relationships....to unstable relationships...

then a more serious...laid back..easy going....stable relationship....

i remember having to change boyfriends almost every year....making me look like a B*TCH...an easy girl...

people ...

There are times that I long for you and needed you.
Those sleepness nights, days, and weeks..are hard enough without you.
You just got out of nowhere, just a drink and you disappear. . .
There are times when you're there, feels like dying.
When I cannot control myself and close my eyes.
when I need you and you came, feels like heaven until morning.
When you're with me, my mood swings.
You're uncontrolable, makes me comfortable.
When I want to be ...

Nagduhiraw sa kangitngit ang galamhan,
ang tahas ugma akong napanglantawan,
matud nila ngadto sa toktok sa himaya,
ang kalipay ug pahiyom mawalay sama.

Gikulbaan kining dughan samtang naghuna-huna,
panahon na gayud aron makab-ot kining paninguha,
dugay na kining pangandoy nga ikaw mahimamat,
hinaot lamang ang takna tukma aron manipalad.

Sa pagsugod pa lamang sa pangandihay,
gihangat na daw walay kusog nga ikasumpay,
...

I woke up in the middle of the night…
I can feel the cold crisp wind blowing against my face…
I sat in my bed heaving….
Why am I breathless?....
I never left my bed…

Then a sharp pain pierced my heart…
So sudden I held my breath…
I held my chest so tightly as if I could rip my heart out…
And then it happened again, a sharp pain…
I felt something flowing, trickling down my bosom…

It was so dark I couldn’t see… ...

I saw the way you look at me
I know it wasn't the same way as what used to be
You are probably wondering what went wrong
With something that used to be so strong

It wasn't me who changed but you
It was something that you chose to do
Though it is one of my greatest fears
I opted for a life without tears

The moment you stepped closer and kissed her
You knew you just lost something so dear
I need not to know
...